listening to the notes running through me

a seconds difference

2009-06-26T01:48:00.002+08:00

hmm. i just cloaked up a bill of about 30dollars worth of taxi fares.
took 4 taxis this week to bring my tuba with me to school then later to church.
and taxi drivers are nice people. lol
everytime i go into a taxi, my tuba helps me start a conversation.
cause they always ask me whats that big that at the back. : D
hmm. actually being a taxi driver is kind of interesting.
other than driving people around, you actually get to meet all kinds of people and all kinds of things they do and their life.
its quite fun to know all kinds of crazy stuff that people do and talking about that
im thinking of spending my dec holidays to do something more interesting than staying at home -_-
hmmm. band practice resumed and we are playing for the ayg march pass.
some last minute decision but like the songs we are playing are those i learnt in sec1
so shouldnt be a problem : D
but im so caught between whether i should be with my house on that day or with my band
ahhh. cant stand it when i need to make such decisions. especially when both matters.
hmm. then there is orchestra practice. : D
this sunday is the opening service! exciting : D
somehow im so thankful for the orchestra practices. makes me feel more relax cause im doing something i enjoy so much!

its time to let go of things
i shouldnt have picked up at first place

JUBILATE'09

2009-06-22T02:34:00.003+08:00

the night has just began

2009-06-22T02:19:00.003+08:00

i should be sleeping at this hour but its obvious im not.
hmmm not my ideal june holidays and not to mention i spend more time going back to school or staying home then enjoying myself outside with my friends
and not to mention i was very productive with my revision.
im left with one more week! and im planning to chiong all the way : D
other than that i have been lugging my tuba like a crazy nut back and forth church.
and im going to do more of it when band resumes this week.
which means lugging my tubby to school then to church then back home.
thats plain crazy larh but anything is possible : D
im just going to pray hard that all the taxis wont say no!
if not im going to be stranded outside school. heh
anyways POP have been over about a month and i still cant register that the greens are the leading badge.
neh. i still remember being sec1 and wondering when i will be the leading badge. LOL
hmmmm. talking about that i havent post pictures.
i will get it done soon : D
hahah. today is going to be an interesting day!
staying at home to study and chiong tuba and piano : D
guess today is the only day i will be at home! hmmmm

wondering and fighting against myself.
there is so much questions that i dont think i want the answer
its a long road ahead but there is a reason for everything
and i hope there is a good reason behind it.
sometimes things dont go the way i want it. it never did.

2009-06-09T02:12:00.002+08:00

hahahah. i forgot to mention that i found this monster so cute after watching monsters vs aliens on sunday : D
its my INSECTTOSAURUS!
hahaha. at the end of the show then i realise that it was a butterfly and the eyelashes a bit gross but its still my cute monster : D

PRI SLC!

2009-06-09T00:31:00.002+08:00

SLC was uber fun today : D
its such a joy to see all the primary kids having a time of their life.
all the smiles and giggles : D
lih maan and i partner up and took group 10! (BEN 10!!)
WE WERE AWESOME KAY!!
at first my group of 5 kidos were very quiet but after the mass games they were like
power : D
so happy cause i have such an euthu group!
lol. you all made my day : D
even though i was dead tired after the whole thing ended.
love you guys! hope to seee you around in the future!

BEN 10 BEN 10, FLY LIKE SUPERMAN!
SPIDERMAN, BATMAN, WE STILL LOVE BEN 10!
I BEN 10!
YOU BEN 10!
WE ALL LOVE BEN 10!
BEN 10! BEN 10! BETTER THAN X-MEN!
BEN 10! BEN 10! EVERYTHING WE CAN!
BEN 10! BEN 10! WHATS UP MAN!
haha <3 BEN 10!

a place to hide away
away from everything

fences

2009-05-18T01:21:00.002+08:00

lols. pastor dave just talked about fences not long ago.
i should be sleeping now but im so troubled with i have no idea what i cant sleep.
i didnt think im productive this weekend.
half done geog graded and nothing else done.
i dont feel good about it but its just so hard to try doing it.
yahh. sometimes i wish my mum would just stop her comparison with others.
so what if chinese mum dont praise their child often.
wah. its so damn irritating.
sometimes im really wondering if the life im living now is really what i wanted.
be it studies or my thoughts.
i dont know why i get so easily affected by things nowadays.
i hate the way i am now ):
its like i keeping having this want to go back to what i was 7 years ago.
that isnt a good sign. really..
i think im starting to stop recognising myself.
they always say this is the time to get to know yourself better.
but i think the more i get to know myself the more i hate it.
sometimes the grass really really seems better on the other side.

direction blurred,cant find it back

tomorrow's longing

2009-05-17T22:20:00.003+08:00

had POP meeting today.
got all the planning and materials settled.
only left a bit of the making.
coming to think of it, its going to be a hell lot busy these 2 weeks before the school actually ends but im feeling so siann of school already.
its not just my studies that i feel so irritated about.
theres also other matters and what not.
i dont know how i'll react when it eventually turns true but
like whatever. i shall try to focus on things that need me to.
the rest is up to the future to decide. (:
damn it, im freaking annoyed with myself.
im either so unproductive if not i get stupid headaches that get me so irritated.
then what happens in the end? i lose all my sleep.
i think im a much much much much happier girl when i first came into secondary.
although secondary life is like uber fun, its also damn demoralising.
im getting sadder by the day larh. its not a good sign!

tomorrow's longing seems to be so hard yet today seems horrible.

Band Camp 09!!

2009-05-17T01:21:00.003+08:00

Wah. i suddenly felt the urge to revive my damn dead blog.
i stop counting the number of days i didnt come in to post cause it started turning in months (:
when i look back at all my post i think i've changed quite a lot for the past 2 years (woah. suddenly so reflective :D)
that includes like thoughts and attitude and time!
i cant believe last time i have time to post like everyday and still have nothing to do after that.
now i dont even have time to do the things that i enjoy ):
im like a no-life person. either studying or handling stuff. or if not sleeping or craving for more sleep.
my eyes bags are gross okay. i think at the end of my secondary life i must go do something about it.
anyways the month of may is like the ultra busy time of my life.
other than being the most busy academic part of the term with all the tests and graded assignment bombarment at us and all the annoying teachers that either PMS and treat everything they see (including us) like pest. they are super annoying and sometimes i wonder how the school expects us to be good and loving students with values-filled minds when the teachers themselves cant carry themselves like respectable people. tskk.
then there is also sec3 camp and band camp not to mention that my badge is planning the band camp. and there is jubilate and POP and whatnot.
im like dying cause when im doing some things. im like wondering if i have done another thing well enough. ):
ohh! so just to summarise the month. studies is still like a neutral thing to me.
i dont hate it but im not that crazy to treat studying like my hobby.
its just like test coming. study. if not its homework and assignment and bagloads of notes!
im getting used to having tests and the fact that i cant score well for every single one of them but i shall try with every cell i have left. i doubt that there is much considering that i have been feeling sleepy at least once a day (tiring!) or just plainly giving up listening in class and switch off.
ohh. not to mention my super irritating headaches. im like going to go mad soon with all the pain that its causing me. im getting less efficient and i dont like it!
shang meei is my sitting partner and its just so hilarious. we both have the same copying-notes speeding. a bit lagging behind type and we switch off at almost the same times which means we cant help each other cause we both dont listen to the same stuff (:
the teachers tempers are like becoming worse. maybe they are stress or whatever but i dont think thats a food reason to PMS at students who are also stress and tired people that still have to endure all the nonsense from them. so pissing!
ohh. then i fell sick one day before sec3 camp but i join the next day at camp. im still jumping from thinking whether it was a good decision to go or not. cause i truly enjoyed myself whith HIGH ELEMENTS! and bonded with the class but i suffered the next 3 days with high fever ):
lols. 3 WISDOM OEHHH!
hahaha. okay then i realised that a week after that is band camp. my mum nearly didnt let me go but there is noms so i had to go.
im in log comm and the band booklet was nice okay!! i just came out a bit too small but the band isnt filled with sight failing people so bingo.
hahha. love my comm. we are so efficient (:
actually doing the band booklet is kind of sad cause we put in so much effort in designing and cutting it up but then we all know everyone will just dump in some corner of their bags ):
cause i do that as well. haha. oops.
ohh. but BAND CAMP WAS YAY! everything went well. not that smooth but definitely on time. and i felt like a pig! i ate 3 pizzas before noms and the waiting time sucked.
i was like the second person in the second last group for noms.
guess how long i had to freaking wait!! damn nervous larh.
i didnt feel nervous can. but then all the seniors came in and jiayou for us and the squad were like so jitty that i got affected by them and i started feeling jitty too.
lols. the forum was super silent you can just hear a pin drop. scare my cells out!
xinlin me and joan were the same group! hahah. we started off with drills and jayme commanded us. at first she started of with turning left then all of us just warm up so a bit lagg. after a while then everything went well with drills. BINGO i said one of the timings wrongly. lucky i changed just in time and i didnt give myself away but i think i said a bit too loud ):
jericho was okay. just a bit long. Haiching!!
then the sight reading was like super fail larh. im still so sad by the fact that my sight reading sucked. okayy then the questions were quite okay.
just a little shocked haha!
after that was night games! sarah sijia me xinlin and sandy were artroom station.
damnn dark larh. i was the ghost in the middle with xinlin. then sijia sandy and sarah gamemasters. managed to scare half the people that walked by. then rest were just either shocked or huh? hahaa.
i was like sweating under my mop of hair and blouse. damn it. and i have make on my face hands and legs! it was so gross i wanted to bathe. (:
later sarah christine me and sijia went to do the grading paper and then talk and laugh and took pictures till 3 something in the morning. i like sarah's game. super retarded and funny! laughed till i was crying.
slept at 4 plus with more laughing and took a while to get myself to wake up the next morning.
day games was funn! sijia chrisitne sarah and me were in charge of the food station. the way i see the band. i didnt know that they were so evil. you should have seen the food that they mixed. its so gross i think i didnt feel like eating lunch. but surprisingly most of them said that it was nice -__- i thnk theres something wrong with the people in the band!
had debrief and the juniors and us went sijia's house to do POP stuff.
managed to buy all the POP things by today and only left 2 things to do and the presents are done (: i like the things we are getting the seniors lorh! hahaha. once they open their present im going to steal them (:
hahaha. and then there is yellow house comm stuff to get done.
the meeting on friday was hilarious. i think i spend more time laughing than giving suggestions larh.
yellow is such a nice colour but its damn hard to match it with stuff ):
lols! YELLOW FELLOWS ALL THE WAY!! :D
and not to mention this week is a killer week.
have chinese oral on monday.
then NAPFA on tuesday and wednesday.
and ting xie on wednesday. how i hate the learning process!
then thursday is the finale rehearsal for jubilate
then friday is SS test then jubilate.
ohh. i have a freaking 40m geog graded to do and POP to get done with.
im going to lose all my brain cells soon but like i bother. really.
LOL. anyways im planning to make sec3 life unforgetable and fun (:
all the way RACHEL!!! :D

they call me QIAN QIAN!
they call me XIAO QIAN!
they call me COCKRAOCH!
they call me XIAO QIANG!
BUT THATS NOT MY NAME!
THATS NOT MY NAME!
hahahaha :D

a hundred miles (:

2009-04-10T23:17:00.001+08:00

sec 1 orientation pictures (:

2009-02-01T00:24:00.003+08:00

new year!

2009-02-01T00:18:00.002+08:00

okay. i shall not say the blog is dead anymore.
i shall post more often larh.
and i think i should add pictures cause if you notice. i only posted pictures once in my entire blog and usually its quite boring to only read
my cousin is over at my house for a stayover.
quite interesting. lots of things to talk about.
but the only thing sad is that this year very little money.
i shall post some pictures of my sec1 orientation (:

back to school

2009-01-05T23:16:00.002+08:00

my blog is damn dead larh
i shall make it a point to update it at least once a week
damn my computer is so lag i dont feel like typing.
anyways today was the second day of school and i didnt play in band.
PSL for sec1s. its quite fun and exciting.
cant wait for the orientation camp!
but taking care of them makes me feel old ):
hahaha. the im taking of sec1 hope and they are most made up of old girls.
today some of them just suddenly tore the paper on their desks. tsk!
anyways today lessons were okay. kind of felt like falling asleep during chem but in the end i fell asleep in prayer.
and i hate it that the cut my recess by 15mins. i dont even have time to get a meal !
after that had lunch in j8 before going home for piano.
this week will be quite busy cause i have orientation camp on 9jan over to 10jan then i need to go for cca fair to play in band then rush off to church then i have ministry team training till 8.30.
and i dont think i will sleep much on friday night during camp so good luck to me!

its brighter!

back at band

2008-12-16T22:31:00.002+08:00

this blog is damn dead and my tagboard too.
just came back from church camp and it was awesome (:
another than scwering up the slides a bit
i had fun playing with the lights!
bonding with my new cell group and cant wait for MHS on next tuesday.
but i have freaking band prac on that day
so i have no idea if i can go for it or not ):
after two weeks of wonderfull break its back to band prac.
met sijia at thomson plaza, did some shopping and ate KFC.
came to school and found out that my dear junior just came back from the airport so she would be sleeping and not attending band.
i missed berato cause i was in the music room (:
played overture and it was okay except for some weird rythym which i got it anyways (:
and now i know why my mom suddenly become so nice to me.
she just told me over dinner that starting from next year she and daddy would be flying very frequently due to work.
most probably flying at different times but who knows when the flights might clash.
which means me and my brother need to cover their housework.
tomorrow meeting my aunt and little cousin.
going to build a bear worshop and plaza singapura to make a bear for her and myself.
then thursday and friday would be filled with PSL activites (or whatever its called)
its going to be a busy week!

dont know, dont care

genting!

2008-11-23T22:44:00.002+08:00

hey hey! its been a fruitful week (:
i'll be leaving for genting tomorrow morning.
actually dawn (:
im suppose to wake up at 5.30 tomorrow so i should be sleeping now.
even if i do i will only get 5 hours of sleep.
actually im quite used to that cause half of my school days i survive with 5 hours or less.
i cant believe the competition is here already.
i still dont have the scared scared feeling (:
is that suppose to be good?
so i will be away for 5 days. i'll be back by 28nov!
wish me luck for the competition on tuesday!!
actually speaking of which, im excited about the new year already!
and definitely christmas (:
which means lots of parties and presents!!

twice i know you are there

4 more days!

2008-11-19T21:51:00.001+08:00

four more days to genting!
and i havent packed my luggage (:
maybe i will packed it on friday or saturday.
came back for self prac today.
was 25mins late but wasnt the lastest! at least.
the horns percs and trumpets came for self prac too.
we practise till 1 before we went to amkhub for lunch.
haiching and ayu went to buy things while me christine kialin and sijia went to get sliver polish.
went back and we got caught in the rain.
our whole section polished our instruments and the percs went to polish their cymbals.
talked and polished till 6! we spent like 3hours++ polishing and my tuba looks shiny!
so nice. first time i saw such a shiny tuba since i join band.
but then all the scratches could be seen clearly.
so ugly ): christine left early for chalet.
we all talked and talked till someone decided to be a busybody and scolded us.
poof. then ran for my bus! and im back in my cosy home (:
cant wait for the genting trip !!

lunch at vivo

2008-11-08T19:52:00.002+08:00

haha. im so happy! the placements are out already.
lucky i got into the combi i want (:
yay yay. i got into C3 SS+E.LIT!! looking forward to which class im going to.
better be a good class that i can spend 2 years in!
anyways went to vivo today for lunch.
the alumni wanted to thank the facillitators for the camp so they treated us to mache.
first time i eat at mache no need to care about the price.
as usual all of us order too much food so we were forcing ourselves to finish,
but its so yummy (:
vanessa shermaine cabby adeline angelique and me went to the pet shop later.
all the hamsters sooo cute and fat.
hahahah. i like one of the white winter one thats sitting on the running wheel.
soo fat. so cute : D
shermaine and vanassa left early then the rest of us went to walk around vivo.
later me and angelique left cabby and adeline caused we were tired. went home after that.
while cabby and adeline contiuned shopping.tskk
cant wait for the genting trip! its just 2 more weeks! :D

school or holiday

2008-11-04T23:49:00.002+08:00

haha. good november post (:
these few days have been going back to school including today.
since last week, i have been going to school either for band or for the investiture.
today was for both.
came to school at 9.30 and i filmed my latecoming scene at 10.30++
didnt expect the scene to take such a long time to film.
we took like 45 mins standing under the hot sun.
kudos to shuqing sharon and megan and boonyen. they were the ones running and walking here and there again and again cause we retook a lot of times.
me and vanessa were the ones that didnt need to run that much. just a bit.
its sooo retarded!! im going to lose all my face ah.
but it was quite fun filming. (:
after that me and shermaine went to helped out in the classroom scene.
good for them! get to film in an air-con room for as long as they liked.
and that was the place that i found out that my stupid phone cant work so i will be phoneless for a while
shoots lah. just when i need my phone thenit wants to spoil. so irritating.
i hope it will be fix by the time i go genting if not i will not be contactble.
hmmmm. anyways. i got to enjoy a fair share of the air con when i went to help out.hahahhaa.
rushed off to the next scene which was the canteen scene which was extremely funny.
i was one of the calefes (:
queueing for yummy yummy food!
rushed off to band! and the first step i took into thr music room i already kena scolded. hahaha. ): so sad hor.
band was okay larh. horrilbe horrilbe horrible.
went to eat prata with christine sijia and kialin.
and surprisingly we all went home pretty early. considering that we always stay there until quite late.
i wanted to send my phone for servicing but my father say he will do it for me tomorrow.
up to him lorh. since he so nice.
and i want a phone card! or more like i need one.
does anyone know where to buy one? (:
poofs. i was so happy that i didnt need to go school tomorrow then i could sleep late and wake up late tomorrow any time i want
until i realised that i have a meeting tomorrow at 11. -__-
nevermind. i shall make myself feel joyous about it (:

halloween!

2008-10-31T23:56:00.003+08:00

today is halloween but nehh i dont celebrate it.
had band today and for once since the holiday band prac i arrive early (:
but i end up spending my time "talking to cockraoches" at the cardboard quoting what christine say.
so many people suddenly want reeds, luckily i have mouthpiece then dont have to keep changing.
just one good and nice mouthpiece to myself!
slack for quite long after doing warm ups.
didnt play much of jericho which spells trouble for me during next tues band prac.
wonder what will it be like. mmmmmmm
the trombones were entertaining us in the music room while the blues went to help the whites with their band uniform.
hahaha. remembered the first time i got my band uniform i was quite excited (:
the section was suppose to watch the coffin but in the end we went haiching's house to watch some horror movies.
too bad christine had a halloween party and i was telling her that her bucket will be empty when she goes for trick or treat (:
whether it was the campus ghost story which was PG or the ghost train(NC16) it was kind of boring lorh.
not even scary. all of us were like about to fall asleep and kialin was obessed with her pimple!
left haiching's house at 10 but when i reached home it was almost 11.
yay! tomorrow there is church : D

sec2s combine!

2008-10-28T23:22:00.002+08:00

i was suppose to wake up early today
but i ended up lying in bed till 12 (:
haha. i suddenly have a craving for kueh tutu!
i shall go and buy some tomorrow. peanut fillings!
anyways today had band and i arrived just on time.
wanted to self prac in the band room but miss sia asked us to join th sec1s when me and christine went to take our tubas.
and while the other brasses were with mr ong we were will miss sia all the way.
at the starting got scolded a bit then towards the end it wasnt so bad.
hahaha. still got 2 more band pracs to endure (:
not so bad afterall. after that went with kialin sijia and christine to thomson to eat KFC and dessert!
haii. actually this week i everyday need to go back to school other than monday.
tomorrow have councillors meeting then thursday have maths extra lessons and band then there is class party and friday there is band again and its halloween!!
so we are going to watch the coffin. scary wor..
TOO BAD CHRSITINE CANT COME. if not she will run out of the cinema halfway throughout the show (:

2008-10-27T22:30:00.002+08:00

my blog is so dead.
and i forgot my username so i didnt log in for very long (:
hmm. there is band tomorrow and my left hand still hurts.
finally its the holidays and i can relax.
but still have to come back to school for half the time.
still deciding over what subject combi to choose.
i wonder why its so hard to choose.
even choosing my secondary school wasnt that hard lorh.
anyways i need to exercise! getting fatter man.
recently i have cravings for chewy stuff ):
and i cant find anything chewy in my house!

the horizon's bright

sand

2008-08-31T23:54:00.002+08:00

i have been to the beach for the past two days.
always coming back all sandy and stuff. :|
on friday there was teacher's day celebrations.
there was lessons in the morning. mainly free time and art.
so there was nothing really to do (:
just slacked and fooled around till it was time to go to the hall.
the celebrations were alright but half the cohort was fast asleep.
i was drifting in and out of sleep cause stupid bernice and jiahui keep poking me :|
then we went around giving teacher's their presents.
i went back with christine to rewrap my table and then belle christine and me went to meet weiyun and jiahui at AMK station.
sijia couldnt make it ): ):
at first we wanted to go sentosa but because we didnt have time we last minute decided to go east coast.
played volleyball and half the time was spent racing the ball to the sea.
most of the time. the ball wins!
christine was acting cool kay. mad woman :D
then before jiahui needed to leave we took a few jumpshoots (:
yay! im the most successful one. heh heh.
we took a taxi back and i attempted to sleep but with four other noisy people in the taxi. thats the last thing you could ever do.
reach AMK hub. and belle christine weiyun and i alighted while jiahui cabbed back home.
walked around AMK central for a while then weiyun and i left.
came back tired and sandy. and i cant remember what happened after that but i found myself on the bed the next day
so i guess that i fell asleep straight after bathing.
saturday i met my CG at sentosa.
i was suppose to meet them at vivo for lunch but i was late.
i was wearing a lime green tee shirt and its so attracting so many attention ):
in the end i reached tanjong beach mush mush faster then them.
played volleyball with james amy sherwin and shukun till they arrived.
then i played monkey with moses jin and joshua.
okayy. it was only the four of us then suddenly people started joining in and then there were so many people.
then we had to stop cause the game started.
ian and grace led our group and we ran around sentosa like some crazy nuts.
did many dumb things -_-
though we didnt win it was quite funny (:
stayed back to play volleyball then captain's ball then zhiting lizzie and i went to bathe at palawan beach. :D
met dawei ben bella joel then went vivo eat.
reached home at around 11 and again i felt sooo sandy.
tssk. bathed and sleeep.
had family reunion dinner today.
my uncle and father are soo alike. no wonder they are brothers :D
they were sitting in this order : my father, my mother, my uncle, my aunt.
then i pass my father the pork then this was the convo
father -> "is this chicken or pork?"
mother -> "its pork."
father -> "but dont look like leh (mumbles to himself and pass the dish to my uncle)"
uncle -> "is this chicken or pork?"
aunt -> "its pork."
uncle -> "then why does it look like chicken??"

the whole table burst out laughing. so alike! :D
rahh. this whole holidays is going to be spend on mugging and catching up on things.
and im having muscle ache ):
darnit. so what if you are right.
i dont live to proof anything to you.
neither can you make me do it.

im immune to you.
im glad i am.

-------

2008-08-28T22:05:00.003+08:00

we got PPR today and i was quite shocked by what i got.
it didnt cross my mind but anyways its sucks.
i felt quite sucky till volley ball (:
PE never fails to make me happy and today we managed to rally quite a bit.
playing with weien's group was fun cause we could rally quite well.
im so glad that we would still be playing volleyball in term4.
the rest of the day was kind of smooth-sailing.
i felt much lighter anyways.
then today there was band.
spent about one hour blowing air until i was very dizzy.
then we sang a teacher's day song to miss sia !
play jericoh is becoming more fun. and i like the starting part and the victory!
we were let out early today and we spent a bit of time fooling in the MPR.
in the end liwen needed to lock the door so we left.
i realised how little the space is getting where the percussion instrumnets are.
nowadays there is no space for me to get over to my tuba case.
its either the instruments are increasing or im getting fatter ):
its teacher's day tomorrow and there is no common test!
uncommon okay. so must enjoy while it last...
there will only be art so tomorrow's kind of relaxing.
a good way to end the term with.
then the next 7-8weeks would be spent mugging. ):
so conclusion is i should start to love mugging or not i will never be productive!

i'll make you wish you didnt say anything. trust me.

bishan ACTIVE

2008-08-24T23:24:00.002+08:00

yay! bishanACTIVE is finally opened.
somewhere new to play (:
i saw it building when i first moved to bishan and my school bus will always pass that place every morning.
there is a beach volleyball court, foot ball field, basketball court and roller blade track if im not wrong.
hahahah. soo fun : D but i still dont know how to get there.
must find out (: seems fun to me.
and its kind of funny to see a beach volleyball court in the middle of no where.
at least its something new.
but there isnt any showers there so you have to go home all sandy and stuff :|
there is so many things to do this week though its the final week of the term and there is a holiday on tuesday.
i need to organise my files. do my notes.
then there is still yuedujicheng which i left one or two more passages
and the home econs assignment ):
AND CHEM TEST!
and its so sad. olympics is over and i have to wait for 4 years to watch it again.
so now i feel like i got nothing to watch and im going to switch channels aimlessly again.
hmmmmm. yay!
and today sijia and christine came over to my house and made a mess!
and they finish my carton of mango juice. humph!
we were watching olympics for a while then we started watching bollywood -_-
hahahah. laughing throughout the whole thing.
in the end. wasnt very productive.
but still. that made my day (: so happpy! haha.

why did i even care?

tension

2008-08-22T23:38:00.003+08:00

wooo. someone complained that my blog is dead.
hahahah. maybe a bit too busy larh.
this week quite okay larh. its definitely not as stressful as the other previous weeks.
i fell asleep unintentionally a few times :|
but i kept myself occupied with OLYMPICS!
and i especially like to watch those unusual events like synchro diving & swimming, like those that singapore dont usually take part in which is like almost everrything.
hmmmm. once olympics end i think i wouldnt have anything much to watch.
anyways its time to concentrate on my studies (:
but olympics is quite cool larh. and i started paying attention to olympics starting from the Athens2004 Games.
lol. yay! finally we are going to get our band tee !
the design quite cute and funny.
yay! tomorrow i shall get to see diving. like the whole day.
hahahaahah.
anyways i wasnt exactly in the highest of mood today heh.
maybe cause of the maths test earlier today.
and english debate was quite entertaining.
it makes me think more and sleep less.
and in the end i changed my decision from saving a 3year-old toddler to saving the sailor cause that will increase my survival rate by a lot
if i ever get into that kind of situation (:
and i wasted one hour of my life trying to sleep during the free period cause i was really tired.
yuenping didnt let me sleep ): stupid girl!
hahahaha. i cant wait to start mugging! yay! -_-
rachel. you should learn to love to study. (:

0.3 was all i need.

slacking

2008-08-10T22:05:00.002+08:00

i should be glad that there is a holiday tomorrow.
im spending half my time slacking = sleeping or watching olympics
basically, im doing anything but studying which is bad.
im suppose to start studying for geog and science so that i wouldnt die in week 9
and there is still this maths portfolio thing that i havent started. ):
so which means i shouldnt be here. heh.
anyways on saturday i have to force myself out of bed cause the band was suppose to play in the kebun baru cc's observation ceremony.
i took 15mins to get myself out of bed :) but i reached quite on time!
then we have to carry our instruments all the way there.
wahh. carry until my blazer all wet wet de. sweat too much already.
then the euphos still walk on the road and somemore never help. humph!
after playing then had to carry the tuba back again -_-
this time the trombones *ahem* chengmei keep cursing me to fall down the steps.
in the end we decided to chiong to school then we overtake most of the band people.
then we all died when we reached the track. we just sat down then everyone was staring at us.
sooo relieved to get into the band room until dont want to come out anymore (:
went back to macs for breakfast and half the band were there.
christine and haiching left earlier cause their parents came to fetch.
so sadd. my daddy never fetch me!
took 268 with ayu then 88 came just on time!
came home and sleeeeeeeeep until cannot wake up.
i nearly missed the national day parade.
i like the fireworks lorh (: quite nice larh.
then i continue to watch olympics till 5am in the morning.
dont ask me how i have the patience to watch from morning to night.
hahaha. its called slacking. but the diving was quite nice larh. i want to see the girls gym. tsk
and volleyball is so cool. it look like so easy and light. as if dont have pain like that.
then during pe its like the opposite.
you can here screaming from every direction (:
guessing that i will be sleeping late again tonight.
hmm. what to do. its a holiday : D

nothing to hold me back anymore.

lose screw

2008-08-08T22:32:00.003+08:00

ahh sheesh.
i was very enthu and happy today
but i got pissed off at some stuff.
i tried watching olympics and the opening ceremony was damn cool
but then i still couldnt find mood to eat my dinner
though i was dying of hunger.
tskk. and i still dont know why im so sian.
maybe cause singapore hasnt walked into the beijing stadium yet.
yeahh. like real.
i shall post about today in tomorrow's post :|
wah. my bowl of noodles isnt even half gone
when i last attempted on it an hour ago.
now it tastes so soggy and errr. gross.

am i not useless if i can only
sit and watch the world go round?

goner

2008-08-04T22:02:00.001+08:00

dying.
i dont believe thats my best.
but im just tired.

giving up seems so easy.

2008-08-02T21:52:00.002+08:00

today i woke up grumpy for that few minutes.
cause i didnt want to wake up!
i wanted my sleep : (
anyways i woke up in the end cause i got some stuff to do.
managed to finish it before going to church.
today's my turn up on visual and this time chrysan isnt there to help me ):
i was hoping i didnt make a big mistake.
then i thought i was going to be late for church but in the end i was early.
since i have done the slides at home i didnt have much to do.
just did some transferring and stuff then i was slacking.
ian came me a bottle to open but i couldnt and he still owes me a drink (:
had devotions and went to worship
generally there wasnt any big mistakes made. just lagging at some parts.
i took so long to switch on the lights cause i didnt know how to and i didnt want to make a mistake again.
the previous time i off all the lights and everyone was screaming. oops
then cg was fun. today was a very big group.
there were 6 girls! addition 2 more but the boys still outnumber us ):
after that went dinner with ben jiajun junhao moses jin dexter tim .
ate and macs and got that glass cup thing.
did i mention how funny they were.
tim started throwing fries at all of us and we all started throwing back.
everyone was like staring at us and thinking that we were crazy.
then ben did the sauce trick to get back at tim.
apparently he fell for it and he wanted to clean it on ben's shirt then he fell on the stairs.
hahaha. block everyone's way tskk
then we all went wild.
all of us manage to grab ben's slippers and tim was trying to get mine cause i said that mine was the hardest (:
moses was being bullied in the interchange cause he refuse to take mrt.
in the end he took lah and we all went home.
i still got homework to do! humph!
and mummy and daddy went ndp preview today.
im going to get the fun pack yay!
my mum specially didnt touch anything inside cause i wanted it.
hahha. but the only reason i wanted it cause i want the red hand and stick!
so cuute!

i cant bring myself to go through it again.
im tired.

6 down 4 more

2008-08-01T23:19:00.002+08:00

i realised how term 3 passes very fast.
its the end of week6 and 4 more to go. (:
4 more weeks to work the life of me before i "enjoy" my pathetic one week break
then back to 10 more weeks of countless tests and assignments. :|
and the teachers are starting to mention EOYs already.
and some dumb nutcase made me so pissed today.
i took like half the day to get it off me so i shant dwell on it.
and i hate myself for making such weird mistakes.
the chinese test was freaking hard and i knew straight away after the test how much wrong i have done.
the two mcqs were 4 marks each and i got it both wrong.
way to go rachel. im going to bang my head on the wall soon.
and i think i got some question wrong which is dont know how many marks.
and then how about those careless misstakes.
humph. i can never get anything good from chinese.

but on a brighter side, today's science lesson was much more interesting.
mr teoh was teaching acids + basses --> salts & water.
and he did a little experiment in class and he left it in the class for it to explode.
then everyone was like hanging on the thread.
then when it exploded it was soo soft that everyone scream and they went lame -_-
i was laughing my head off at my class cause they react until very funny.
english was okay larh. depressing for some.
dumb. i could have gotten more marks but i should be thankful (:
then maths i was totally not listening cause she was just talking about what homework to give us. darn. 3 combined homeworks! : D
then art i was quite happy with my artwork but it still sucked
so im going to redo it i dont care! thats one more homework to add : (
then chinese was su lao shi and he was preparing us for the xiao shuo thing on tuesday.
and during recess today the section went to play basketball.
then after band we went to paly again.
apparently we got too much energy to play. (:
then dinner was at prata house.
i ate like a pig today casue i was soo hungry.
then i reached home and felt so tired like a dog.
and now im here cause i cant sleep. tskkk!

it will never be the same again.

a battle alone

2008-07-29T21:36:00.002+08:00

i better post before someone complains.
*ahem ahem* tskk. people not so free okay. (:
nothing much happened this week though.
only that its a tortorous week start and im not looking forward to the next three days.
monday i was dying during chemistry lesson cause i was so tired.
then today i was nearly falling asleep during lit test and i took all the oppourities to sleep during geography lesson today.
but i couldnt sleep properly cause miss lee kept walking to my side of the classroom.
anyways these few days im always distracted by every small movements that little things make,
thats bad cause i dont listen in class then .
then huiyi was being random.
she started doing that heart thingy to me everytime i look at her.
wah. save me. i got a crazy classmate!
somehow i think i have more inspiration to write 华文微型小说 better than normal chinese composition.
even my sitting partner can tell the difference.
when im doing normal compo i will always stone there for at least 5 mins.
then when i was writing the xiao shou i just immediately wrote and surprisingly i could finish in 45mins.
hahah. cause its only the draft/planning (:
tomorrow is going to be another terrible but i will survive!

im really tired.
i can't do it.

four is only the start.

2008-07-22T22:57:00.003+08:00

busy busy busy.
this week is going to be a busy week
not to mention today.
we had four tests all cramped into one day. spelling, literature, chinese compo and geography.
spelling isnt really counted a test but still. its something counted in your ppr.
spelling was in the morning then after recess, it was tests all the way.
geography then literature then chinese.
when i finished writing the chinese compo i realised that i still had 15mins of free time.
i didnt bother checking no matter how many times su lao shi told us to check through.
i just fell flat on my table and dozed off.
now im hoping that i wouldnt have another of this day. so tired.
1. the previous night i slept at 2.30 studying for geog and finishing up my work.
2. i couldnt sleep in the school bus as i normally did cause i needed to study for gong han and geog.
3. i couldnt sleep in class cause i got homework to rush up.
4. my brain was going to die after all the tests and i couldnt sleep cause i had band.
5. by the time i reached home it was 8.
6. i wanted to sleep after dinner but my mum didnt let me.
and now im seeing stars. i really want to sleep!!!!
and tomorrow i have to arrive early to school for some councilors meeting but then i wouldnt know if my bus would come early or late.
i hope it comes early tomorrow or i will have a bad start to my day.
and thursday i have indian dance presentation and pe-cum-lit presentation.
and friday i have chemistry test.
now then i really need my sleep but my mum doest let me!
thats maybe cause she doesnt know how it feels to have a lack of sleep and go through four test and band and coming home to not be allowed to sleep.
rah. even my brother thinks my school is mad.
and worst of all. i think im going mad with the school. :|

what will i say tomorrow.
i dont see the need to explain.

beach play

2008-07-20T21:39:00.003+08:00

yesterday i was too tired to post.
by the time i reached home. i was half dead.
then i bathed and jump straight into bed.
yesterday my cg outing was kind of screw in a way that everyone was late.
we all came at different timings so we couldnt play games that needed a large number of people.
when i arrived at 12plus , there were only grace, chris, bella, davidson, jin. marcus, dexter and friends (but they went cycling).
after that davidson's and marcus's friends came. yu hern and silvas.
then we went to play captain's ball (:
we were having lots of fun then zhiting and her friend joey came (:
after playing like crazy
we went to buger king to eat and slack then we went back to the beach.
by then marcus and chris left and tim, ben ended up jumping into the sea and tried to pull people with him.
i was being dragged into the sea cause i managed to out run ben two times that he decided to drag me in.
then after that we dragged everyone who wasnt wet in.
so everyone got wet except tim and joel.
it was fun and i was constantly being thrown into the sea. i think everyone had the same fate cause we alwayus gang up on people that werent paying attention.
after that i took a bus to cityhall and then mrt to raffles place to watch the nbc honours' bands
i was late for the concert but i arrived just in time to hear them annouce st' nicks band results.
and i managed to cheer (:
then during the interval there were fireworks!
they were so pretty!
then after the concert.
we wanted to go for supper but it was late so in the end we all went home.
then kialin and sijia made me missed my bishan station cause they had my money and by the time they returned me everything the door close already.
then we ended up at macs.
so by the time i reached home it was like 11 plus.
hahaha. there is geog, spelling and lit test on tues.
then friday there is chem test.
and there is band on tues thurs and fri
tomorrow is racial harmony day and im wearing school uniform.
monday i have piano lesson.
wednesday i have to go there. like there.
so im not free next week at all.
sighs.

i dont want it but do you know

get off my back

2008-07-18T22:37:00.002+08:00

okay. finally history test was over.
which means that band break is over.
i was enjoying it that everyday i have a choice whether i wanted to come home late or not.
but im always coming back late.
i spent tuesday and wednesday mugging with jiahui and christine.
on tuesday i mugged with christine at the primary one place. under the stairs.
its was quite fun and christine was making everything so comical.
luaghed and laughed and it wasnt very productive.
wednesday wasnt productive either.
i was mugging with jiahui and christine in the canteen.
we were making a lot of noise (:
and jiahui drank 3 packets of winter melon drink. at least i only drank two cups of ice tea!
thursday i went home with ailynn, bernice, crystal, huirou and erica.
while they went to j8's mos to study i went home to bathe first.
then i joined them and it was very productive.
i managed to finish all my notes.
ailynn and erica left first then me bernice and crystal went to macs to continue studying
after we studied we went library to continue studying till around 8.30pm
then bernice left and me and crystal went to the S11 hawker centre then i went home.
i slept on the table for a while before i continue studying.
so finally it was friday and i was looking forward to enjoying myself.
but then after science lessons i suddenly got very pissed off with something.
then the whole day i was either distracted or just not there.
i know im thinking of something but somehow i cannot figure out.
then i ened up watching BATMAN -- THE DARK KNIGHT with the section.
it was a great movie. lots of actions (:
have a few scary parts but other then that i thought that batman's gadgets were damn cool. all his stuff are so high-techno and its so coool.
especially his car and the machine that he used to find the bullets and fingerprints.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. the the joker was acted very well.(:
tomorrow there is cg outing at east coast then i will join my section to go for the concerts of the honours band (:
bet tomorrow i will be dead tired.
oh what the hell.
what makes you think that i didnt try getting it back.
do you know what i did
or are you just saying it from what you see.
until you know whats really going on.
you should really just stick to yourself.

wishing i could stop

they dont go just like that

2008-07-16T23:24:00.002+08:00

feeling more relaxed after nbc is over.
we had a break from band for one hole week.
give me sufficient time to concentrate on my studies.
guess i cant just leave them there and expect myself to grow clever just by staring at them.
but then listening to lectures by my parents can be such a tortue.
my father has been nagging me about my studies since i woke up late once and was nearly late for school.
thats like 3 months ago.
he nags about the same stuff. give the same reasons. give the same solutions. scolds me about the same stuffs.
but im not deaf or pretending that i dont understand english.
i do absorb what people say. i can hear what you say.
its not about knowing what to do but more of my own willingness.
if im not willing to put in any effort then there is no point in forcing me to do what i dont want to do.
its as good as not doing it so why bother.
i do what i think benefits me the best and i dont have to live only to prove that im worth living in this world.
i dont know why studies is everything to them.
not that studies isnt important to me. but it isnt everything of me.
everytime i do well in something and i feel proud of it. you just brush it off one side and said i could have done better.
everything i dont do welll in something to scold me like i just made a grave mistake.
i dont study for the sake of that few piece of paper neither to i study to provide a face to show to the world.
why cant you understand that i dont trust them anymore.
what right do they have to let me trust them.
just because they are pros. or just because they are liars.
who are the ones that gave me hope only to let me down.
just give me some peace and stop bothering me anymore.
nothing you do will make me believe them ever again.
okay. i know that was random but i just needed a place to rant everything down.
at least i can sleep earlier these few days.
okay rahh. i got a lot of things to do and there are so many beetles bothering me.
i promise you im going to groan if i see one more.
there is like ten over in my room and im constantly throwing them out of the window.
and i havent been sleeping in class.
isnt that great!! hahahaha.
and im beginning to enjoy my times in school.
at least it isnt so stagnent anymore (:

why cant i break out of it.
its my choice not yours.

NBC GOLD!! THIRD IN DIVISION!!

2008-07-13T22:50:00.002+08:00

OH MY GOSH!! CAN YOU BELIEVE HOW HAPPY I AM!!!!!
NBC NBC!!
WE GOT GOLD GOLD GOLD
AND WE WERE THIRD IN DIVISION!!! HAHAHAHAHAH
YES (:
WE DID IT!! SNSB BRAVO!!

nowhere to go

2008-07-11T23:09:00.002+08:00

this week have been energy draining and i would much appreciate a good night sleep.
today we had band and mr ong didnt come.
marked scores and played a while.
i realised that i really no confidence in playing.
its either cause i cant play.
or im just simply forcing myself to believe i cant play properly.
ahwells. practise makes perfect (:
i still have two more years so let see what happens along the way.
after that went for dinner at lim-kopi and we started talking about what the seniors used to do. seniors ranging from greys to the present yellows and blues.
its always the juniors that remembers what the seniors do and the seniors will forget.
after that i went home. and i slept on the bus again!
lucky i woke up in time. i woke up when the bus was about to leave my stop larh!
then i hurry press the bell and got down. half the bus was looking at me and i bet they thought i was a crazy nut.
you wont fancy someone suddenly waking up from her sleep and runs down the bus.
especially if she looks so panicky.
cause the day before yesterday i also slept on the bus and i wasnt very lucky.
i woke up and found myself in some expressway.
i was like "wah. shit!"
then i got off the next stop and by that time it was already 8 in the night and i had a lot of work to do!
on my left was a park and if i corss the road it would be a forest.
i was on the verge to call my parents until i decided that i could settle this on my own.
i just walked to any bus stop on the opposite side till i found a bus stop which had my bus.
by the time i reached home i was so tired but then again. i got work so there goes the fact that i might have an early night.
this week have been studying for tests, rushing up homework, rushing from here to there, practising for NBC, fighting to keep awake, etc.
and looking at the test scope that the school gave was not one bit comforting.
you should see the amount of test they gave larh.
maybe not as much as sec4s but still. im only a sec2.
which means sec3 and 4 wouldnt be any much better.
its like everything you do counts so even if you want to hand up late or anyhow do some questions you would always be thinking if it would affect my result.
and its so ironic that when i was in sec1 i was complaining about how many tests and assignments there were and now that im in sec2, im like thinking how honeymoon it was in sec1 and i bet when i go sec3, i would be thinking the same about sec2.
and you. stop thinking that you are such a big shoot in my life
cause im telling you that you are not.
stop raising your voice cause you think i will listen to you
cause you are wrong.
the only time i will ever listen to you is when you really know what you are talking about.
there is band prac tomorrow!
the last one before nbc. hope it turns out well (:
NBC in two more days :|

im not willing, so accpet that.

losing end

2008-07-06T22:33:00.002+08:00

havent been blogging for a while.
once the school term start i havent had a lot of time to go onto the computer
even if its right beside me.
or maybe i just didnt feel like switching it on. (:
this is going to be a long weekend.
have been looking forward to it since thursday cause there was no test on friday at all.
so i was relaxing and well, finally i can sleep soundly on my school bus on friday cause there is nothing to study for, nothing to worry about and i just focused on catching up on my sleep.
i think i should pay attention to literature lessons more.
this whole week i have been drfiting in and out of lit lesson.
half-hearing what mrs nath was saying and whatever half i managed to hear i forget the next moment.
and i wonder why it only occurs during lit lessons.
and these few days im like a floating ghost everywhere i go.
my mind just isnt where it should be.
since friday i have been having this weird feeling like butterflies in my stomach.
i couldnt focus at all whatever i do.
so irritating. i could not even sleep properly which explains why im a floating ghost.
today even better. over lunch my mother was lecturing me about not focusing these few days.
i knew what she was saying. every single word.
i was even contradicting her in my mind but when she finished talking, i totally didnt know what she was talking about.
i was puzzled but i didnt have the mood to do anything.
i spent my whole day trying to get myself to focus on something but apparently nothing worked so i just gave up and stare.
my brother claimed that he did a funny face in front of me but i didnt react at all.
the funny thing is that i didnt even know he was in front of me. let alone do a funny face.
then just now my mum made me do maths in fronnt of her cause she claims i wasted a whole sunday doing nothing.
i half-heartedly went down and stared at all the questions.
i knew how to do them but my mind and hands didnt feel like doing anything.
i had to force myself to finish solving 5 question at a speed of a dying snail before my mother decided that it was late enough to sleep.
but she expects me to finish the rest of the questions.
i wonder when i can find the mood to do it.
tomorrow is youth day yet i dont feel anything at all.
i dont even want to do anything. i just feel like going somewhere on my own for the sake of nothing.
maybe i just need time and space to sort some things out.
i shall go somewhere maybe next week end or the next next one when i have lesser stuff on my back.
NBC is coming. 7 more days.

this is a battle i must fight alone.

pass the dark clouds

2008-07-01T23:32:00.002+08:00

i think i didnt start off the week very nicely.
quite grumpy and didnt really have the heart to pay attention in class.
everything seems to just go pass me and i dont really care.
havent been alert these few days and the rest is just spent on my own.
but i shan't go into that.
the fact that i have decided to put it behind me is good i guess.
maybe cause i already see no point in thinking of a solution
or maybe cause i just want to forget everything.
and accordding to someone i looked like i was being possessed when i walked by her class *AHEM AHEM*
today's band started off with a big scolding.
actually i expected that already.
it wasnt that enjoyable with the fact that NBC is round the corner
and i cant play for nuts.
or at least something is always bound to go wrong
band is going to be depressing till NBC is over.
till then i shall continue to jiayou! (:
tomorrow is going to be a better day.

all i want is to forget.
forget all that i have been holding on

first, never last

2008-06-28T21:18:00.002+08:00

its been quite a while since i have been here.
the reason being is either busy or lazy.
today was st nicks open house! (:
i was supposed to meet jiahui at 8 in school to find our chinese textbooks cause we left them in class and class is most probably locked which means we wont have our text books which means we will get punishment ):
but i ended up being late. but my daddy fetched me (:
we both end up meeting at 8.44 -_-
one mintue before class starts.
actually the chinese live demo class started at 9 but to make sure that we are all early su lao shi asked us to come at 8.45
me and jiahui were trying to stretch in class to draqg the tables nearer to the windows so that we could take the textbooks from underneath the table.
we saw christine seow on the way and she helped us pulled the tables too.
out of the three that we pulled (wei en's. yuenping's and wenyan's) we only got one textbook so we needed another one.
i was trying like hell to get wanjing's table and after all the stretching and stuff i managed to grab the leg and pulled the table.
hahaha. then we got the other textbook.
but my hand hurted a lot after that. :|
guess i overstretched it.
chinese lesson was okay. quite fun. we had the chengyu game that su lao shi created to help us in our tingxie next week.
and he filmed the whole lesson down.
if you noticed, the group that i was in (jiahui christine seow maryanne cheryl valerie) we didnt participated often.
heh heh. never study larh!
ended up we last group!! so sad.
and somemore something so embarrssing happened to me that su lao shi said that he was going to tell his classes next year! ):
dont tell you :P
and somemore it got taped down by his camera.. bleah. hahaha
after that i changed into band uniform and went for comm meeting and we managed to finish up the board which turned out to be quite nice (:
weiyun and joan didnt buy macs for me so i was bugging laisum to treat me (:
and we played around with the band board for a while then it was berato.
so embarrassing. sarah tan and weiyun can be my witnesses.
cause i was changing into band shoes halfway when yiing huey called for berato so i was like wearing one side of my sock.
so i ended up berato-ing with white shoes and one side with socks one side without socks.
then when yiing huey and the WOs started checking they were all telling me about my shoe. make me so embarrssed! and i was the only one with while shoes!
want to hide also cannot.
moved everything to the forum and we were behind time.
didnt tune properly cause i was quite blur and today's playing was so horrible with a big EEEEEEE.
and it was freaky hot hot hot :|
then towards the ending i was like going to fall asleep anytime sooner.
i guess this year's open house wasnt very good. and there were not a lot of audience.
mostly stnicks girls giving their support.
but still. i think that is quite pleasant (:
after that we slacked at the band room and charlyne bought a dart board for our section !
my score is 260. HA HA HA
our section went crazy over it and we started throwing the balls and arrows at the dart board and made a hell lot of noise.
heh heh. then while waiting for haiching, we slacked at the band room even more. and while christine sijia kialin ayu and i slept on the bench, charlyne was busy throwing arrows at the dart board.
guess she is so sad in parting with it (heh heh)
then i chased her around the band room cause she woke me up and end up i got locked outside. cheryl saved me!
then we went amkhub for section dinner.
at first i only wanted to buy ice kachang cause i got dinner at home then i decided to eat cause the food was so tempting (:
after that had icekachang anyways and christine officially owes me ice kachang funds!
then christine left and we went ntuc.
we were all staring at this mop demo. and i think the mop is quite cool though im not the one going to use it.
it can soak up all the water and the floor will be lke damnm dry but the mop looks like it doesnt contain water and when the person squeeze then so much water came out!
haahahah. i helping them promote you know!
bleah. today has been quite eventful. hopefully the week ahead will be interesting. (:
p/s fats dont like you!bleah! fats dont like you! :P :P :P

its been a long game of hide and seek

unseen past

2008-06-15T21:29:00.002+08:00

managed to sleep till 11 but it wasnt a very fruitful one.
i only slept for 6 hours considering the fact that i slept at 5 yesterday.
thinking of some stuff or actually i stumbled on some document that i shouldnt have read
actually it wasnt suppose to be there.
i was looking for some tape then i saw it and since it concerns me i just thought i have a look at it.
guess i shouldnt have. ahhh whatever.
i didnt know that it was burden cause you didnt tell me.
i didnt know how much you wasted on me cause you didnt tell me
i didnt know how stupid i was to believe you.
i didnt know you were just trying to make me normal.
i didnt know you knew that much about my condition
cause now i know what you kept from me
anyways today i spent most of the day getting the house cleaned up so i kind of wasted my time or actually afternoon.
managed to get down to some serious business
and the only business i have is doing my work.
guess today will be sleeping late again.
holidays dont seem like holidays or at least they pass so fast
hmmmm. still thinking of whats left to do.
the more i think about it the more there doesnt seem time to do them..
ahhh. i hope i dont have to do last minute work!
the only thing that made me happy today was that my mama bought a new bag for me.
and i think shoes and clothes (:
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY, DADDY!

its too much for my own good.
i wished i havent known
all is lost.

a typical saturday

2008-06-14T23:34:00.003+08:00

today was mugging session number 1
its kind of late to start but its better than not starting at all (:
the more i flip through my homework the more im scared that i kind of forgotten everything.
abd i dont know how my study mood feels like already. this is bad
very very bad.
and there is a lot of homework to do and i only got one week left.
blame it on bad time management i guess
i plan to complete most of them by sunday which is tomorrow so i got time to do external stuff.
if not i have to go mad and squeeze everything into the remaining week.
and stupidly friday is out and as usually waste of time.
i confirm going to get a lot of scolding from them again cause im doing what i ought to do.
not like i have any hope from doing them. it just becomes worse.
bleah. anyways today went to meet christine seow to pass her some foolscape paper.
then we chatted a bit and then i went to meet my aunt.
saw grace jean and christina there. kind of shocked
didnt expected them to be at J8
after that i started my mugging session.
i wouldnt say that its very productive but i also wouldnt say that its not productive.
i hope tomorrow would be better.
my mum bought stuff for my in malaysia.
yay yay. finally im receiving new things cause this time i didnt have time to enjoy the great singapore sales.
actually, when did i ever enjoyed it ,
and sadly tomorrow there isnt any church services.
that means it has been quite long since i have been to church ):
guess that means it time i ought to reflect on what actually i ave been doing for the whole holidays.
i wished that holidays could be longer ...

how do you know i havent tried
a lost hope can never be retrieved

a lost hope

2008-06-13T23:13:00.011+08:00

hello world.
today is so depressing. especially when im alone and feeling free.
cause that means i will have time to think of stuff that i wouldnt think of on a daily bacsis.
and it always ends up with a depressing conclusion.
not like anyone knows about it.
though im not looking forward to friday cause i will just waste my time and money away.
and then i have to go through the same old stuff that doesnt help at all.
i wonder how spending so much money can delight my parents so much.
feel like just ponning the whole thing.
cause i dont feel like answering those questions
neither do i have the mood to do anything there.
considering the fact that i woke up from my dreamland last year.
i consider it quite a tortue in having to go back there.
and i still remembered what she said when i refused to do anything.
i never go there willingly.
im just obliged to go there and do whatever that i have to do.
then i realised how i got quite affected by it though i always say it doesnt affect me at alll.
such a liar

went for self prac today.
wasnt very productive though.
got quite frustrated with myself
cause i cant play properly and
whatever sound comes out. it doesnt sound nice at all.
i cant even tune my note properly.
i dont know whats wrong with me today.
then went to thomson plaza to study.
managed to get biology done and feeling very not productive.
i went home to take a short nap.
then i stupidly contiune thinking about depressing stuff.
i really feel like avoiding it so much.
it just doesnt help at all.
ohh no. there is a fuel hike protest in KL
wonder how my parents are doing
hope they enjoy themselves (:

the truth cant be more hurting

holidays AKA more busy

2008-06-12T23:05:00.002+08:00

this whole week havent been really concentrating on my homework.
partly cause i went to watch movie on monday. and had piano lesson
and monday was my only free time can ):
and i didnt stay at home.
then tues had band practise.
i nearly died there. im so glad im still living.
it was a living horror larh. okayy. actually not so bad (:
then wednesday went back to self prac to avoid that living horror from happening again.
woke up super early cause i felt like waking up and enjoyed a lonnnnng hot bath.
then when i decided to leave the house early. all the lucky things have to happen to me!!
i managed to catch my mrt without waiting.
like just enter the station then the train there already.
then when i just reached my bus stop then the bus just came.
thats why i was 20mins early and i sat at macs to rot till rachel tay and christine came to rot with me (:
i wished all those stuff can happen to me when im late.
and it always doesnt thats wh im either very early or very late.
haiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
and we ate macs for breakfast then we went to pack section bench.
its so shiny and clean now and we found a lot of stuff that im quite amuse about.
like 1991 stuff and photos.
so coooooooooooooool. heh heh
then after that went to self prac.
then today i came 15mins late cause as i said. everytime im late. i always missed the mrt train and the bus -_-
self prac for a while before going for comm meeting.
at the way im looking at all the punishments. i bet im going to break a lot of them in the near future
then had band prac.
today was so much better than tues.
at least miss sia was in a good mood (: (:
and tomorrow we are going for self prac again.
how wonderful are my holidays.
its one more week to school reopen and i havent been focusing on my studies.
i think the last week will be spent mugging like shit.
and the holidays seems to be going by very quickly.
and next friday i wouldnt be freee.
wah. shit. that means i got one day lesser to mug.
great rachel great
and my parents are going malaysia tomorrow for church camp.
leaving my brother and i with my aunt and the house alon eof r 4 days.
i guess i will miss them. but still.. its a wonder how i will cope without them.
lets see then say heh heh.
my brother was like laughing at how my parents are soo chicken feets when it comes to packing for camp.
cause they havent been going for one since like secondary school so they dont know how to pack their stuff into the luggage.
so my brother was like. "just think that you are going on a vacation"
then immediately my parents pack like they very experineceed like that.
my brother was. "wahh. i didnt know our parents so high class. camp dont know how to pack. say one word vacation they all know how to pack"
hahahaha. that was damn funny (:
anyways go some homework to chiong!

its only me standing on the boat now

lives been over the top

2008-06-09T22:39:00.002+08:00

hahaha. today i could finally feel the feeling of being free!
its such a nice feeling but im not used to it truthfully.
cause the past two weeks have been rushing here and there.
not having enough sleep and just feel so contented if i even have 5 hours of sleep
guess that life is temporary stop for a while.
for this two weeks im going to try to concentrate on my studies so that i have enough rest before the term's rush breaks in again.
went to watch narnia with weiting today.
i think its quite a good show and i especially love the fighting scenes.
everyone looks sooooo good when they fight (:
okay whatever. then i rushed back for piano lesson.
later i fell asleep on the counch for a while.
bleah. tomorrow is the first band prac without the yellows ):
feeling scared.
lucky having self prac tomorrow before if not i think i might die.
at most faint from horror (:

its only a bridge
that keeps us apart (:

POP

2008-06-08T23:43:00.002+08:00

POP was yesterday ):
and its officially over which means the sec4s are officially passed out.
its quite hard to imagine band without the sec4s though.
really hard. but i dont have to imagine for too long.
there is band pract on this tues. thats when i will find out ):
we had POP in MPR1 room and before that i was trying to get my blazer back from charlyne but she did not want to give it back to me.
ahwells. et greens were standing together!
actually it wasnt very simple.
we took so long just to stand together cause there was constantly someone doing something weird.
i shall not specify my 8 years friend. huh huh (:
though it was in air conditioned rooms but i was still feeling hot.
hahaha. could feel the tension in the air but im happy for the blues that all of them got posts!
and beig assistant Quarter master came as a shock to me.
cause i didnt expect to get any post.
another then christine seow constantly reminded me about the bet that we make i really wasnt convinced that i would get a post.
a bit the squad so big and there are really a lot of people better than me.
some posts came very unexpectedly. like really never cross my mind before.
anyways congrats to all post holders and jiayou for the squad! (:
after that i was being attacked by the yellows with dongran annnnnd charlyne trying to draw on my face at the same time. :|
i ended up having a black face. cause charlyne enjoys herself drawing dots and lines using BLACK marker somemore.
and when we played "when you believe" for the sec4s my mouthpiece had black ink on it cause of all the drawing.
anyways i was kind of lost in the song. that was a bad omen. :|
but i like the starting and the ending part. the middle was like shittttt.
after that went to canteen and i stupid girl conviniently forgot to bring my POP presents cause i left them on my freaking dinning table ):
i sad already larh. hahahaha.
we exchange presents but i felt so bad when people from my squad gave me something cause i didnt prepare anything for them.
nevermind. i shall do it next year.
then ate POP cake then we left for sijia's house.
i was practically falling asleep while walking there cause we were walking at such a slow pace and i was really really very tired.
i slept for 4-5 times in sijia' house. oops. and i bathed there too.
something embarrassing happened but i shant elaborate about it. its embarrassing for a reason (:
and charlyne surprisingly became very nice to us until we thought that it was weird.
hahahaah. charlyne BBQ-ed all the food and she made cheese sotong balls (:
yum yum. anyways have been growing fat considering the time that we all ate.
like around 1am can.
after that we reached haiching's house around 11 plus i think and we rushed the POP stuff for a while before we played in the guest rooms till around 4 or 5 i think then dongran and christine slept on the big while i slept on the snaller bed.
then when sijia and kialin came in. i jumped onto the bigger bed which means dongran me and chrsitine were sharing A bed and it was like cannot move at all.
then the next day i got woken up by cheryl at 9!!!!
so early can.
and i was still very tired,
we ate breakfast-cum-lunch at 11 and we took like 2 hours to prepare to go to escape theme park. heh heh.
i slept on the bus to tampines and poor chrisitne dropped her sweet talk.
then we took a cab to escape.
played there and it was kind of boring though the rides were okay but its like so small and so little to choose from
and two rides. the nicer ones sadly were close for maintence.
we went to the haunted house first and somehow i became the front person and i couldnt find chrsitine either. sorry...
then i was pushed into the haunted house again alone.
it was okay larh. though a bit scary cause i was all alone but i couldnt find the ghost. the human one.
then we played the rainbow and it was the most hilarious ride i have ever sitted on.
i was practically laughing at dong ran throughout the whole ride and i had stomach pain later from laughing.
after escape went to VCH for elaine's concert.
i think all of us fell asleep.
i fell asleep for the first half except for the princess mononoke song cause it was damn nice.
then rest me and christine fell asleep.
heh heh.
but the second part was lame and interesting.
but the last one i was like daydreaming already.
actually wanted to go supper with evonne and celeste but we decided to go back early.
wanted to sleep on the bus but i didnt know why i couldnt.
sijia claims she touched my head but its a wonder how i didnt feel it.
and i hit my poor head against the ceiling. ):
we bathed and had secton cake which was delicious and then had section talk until 5.
half the time we were talking crap though.
heh heh. then me and christine was squashed into the smaller bed.
again. i couldnt move at all.
then the next day we all went home.
i wonder how band practises would be like without the yellows.
but hahaha. i shall work hard and make life in band unregrettable (:
good luck to the yellows!

dont push it too far
i have my limits too

weird?

2008-06-02T01:30:00.002+08:00

okay. i think my computer was lagging or something like that.
the most recent and previous post ws suppose to be posted in 1st of june
but apparently its on 28th of may so ahwells. its going to make my may achieves a bit more longer but i didnt get my june achieves (:
hahaha. thats why im posting this super short one!
the one about jubilate....
i shall post it tomorrow larh.
a bit too late to do anything else but sleep
still have to wake up early tomorrow leh ):

false hopes

2008-05-28T20:04:00.003+08:00

i having been posting for a long time (:
14 days already = 2 weeks already. actually its about one month
my may achieves are going to be super short ):
have been running everywhere for the past two weeks so the computer have constantly been out of reach for me.
i think im crazy larh. holidays are supposed to be relaxing end up i make myself more busy.
i started a bit on holiday homewoek (: good start!
but then i think i want to complete everything by week 2 of the holidays so tht i can play later on. (:
hahaha. i shall start my day from band camp (:
this year's band camp was quite okay larh.
there was band practise before the camp and then we had dinner.
for once the dinner was filling and there were a lot of leftovers.
i think 4 pieces of pizzas.
then there was noms.
i think a lot of people become quite cute when they are answering the question cause they will do some funny actions and stuff like that.
hahaha. then night games though quite screwed but still quite fun larh.
i think the kidnapping one was the funniest!
i didnt even know i got kidnap cause i paired up with diana to walk up the staircase then the moment we reached the top we bursted out laughing cause it was damn funny.
then we saw jayme and zhuer.
then the next thing was zhu er drag me away then i dont know what happen to diana :|
then i got kidnapped lorh.
then those that were being kidnapped were complaining in the toliet cause it was freaking hot inside.
then we were playing also and laughing.
especially yexin. she was damn funny.
then we had to go into a cubicle each then they switched off the lights and fan then i was talking to sherrilyn cause she was beside me.
we had to open the door if someone knocked and we could scare that person if we wanted.
i wasnted to scare laisum but she refused to open the door by herself so i ended up having the open it for her and i couldnt scare her :|
no fun de. my mission failed.
i wanted to see laisum scream
hahahha. then we went to the haunted house.
we and diana waited damn long. but i ended up laughing the whole way through cause i could recognise each of the ghost so not scary already.
i was laughing throughout the whole thing.
heh heh. but i walked straight into the piano chair and the co cart.
wahhh. damn pain and diana still could laugh about it.
then midnight we went to watch movie.
i think dead slience is damn scary larh.
i got screamed lor (:
christine was covered with anything she could find
actually whatever she could find was only a jacket.
i think that show was scary but somehow i dont think about the show after i watched it.
even if i think of it i wouldnt be scared.
not like last time. watched a ghost story ended up frightened until cannot go toliet :|
then after that played a few games of cards then me, christine and ayu went to do nominations form cause the next morning had to hand up.
me and christine did halfway then i fell asleep.
ayu woke us up and we decided to sleep then wake up then do.
so we sleep next to the piano and i was directly next to it.
attempted to do a few more nominations but was too tired so i decided to dream about it.
the next morning i got woken up by first. ayu. next it was giokqin banging on the piano.
after i woke up i filled in the rest of the nomination form then i me and christine went for breakfast.
had cereal then had a ard time persuading christine seow to eat the chewy junior that the clique bought for her as her birthday present.
in the end, she ate one -_-
then we had conducting. [actually the sec threes]
some of them conduct until damn funny. then some were quite good.
then after that we played pirates and merry widow as a band.
for merry widow. auto-pliot was okay.
when it came to pirates. auto pliot was definitely not okay.
everybody was going like the wrong timing and we ended up needing a conductor. so grace conducted us but it was still no use -_-
wasnt very good in the end.
ahwells. then it was day games.
they always consist of eating disgusting food stuff. some kissing game etc.
and i always hate that kind of game ):
but the captains ball was fun.
everyone was like throwing everything tom dick harry stuff to me and i was like catching one after other and i was shouting to yuqing and jiawen. heh heh.
they are nice secones (:
anyways after that went to celebrate seow's birthday.
we had instant noodles and i slept through the movie. oops.
then had some embarrassing moments with the card games which i wont go into futher detail (:
the next big thing was HILLSONG UNITED CONCERT!!!!
ohmygosh. they rock larh can. at first i wanted to go to the concert after tm but then i decided to meet with grace joel daniel and keith at expo mrt station before tm and be the first batch of people at the holding area so that we would get the best seats
when we went in, me grace and daniel were supposed to be the second batch of holding people but we ended in in the first batch cause junhao benedict davidson moses jiajun timo and joanna were there already so in the end we all ended up at the same place.
we were like 4 hours early and we decided to eat snacks and played card games and loof around.
then went the doors were opened, everybody just like wentcrazy and they all rushed in.
then we got separated for a while but in the end we found each other and we managed to get the front rows and a good view. (: (:
then we went crazy and high and the conert rocked (:
after the concert it was like 10 something already. but we still did not want to go home so we decided to go eat supper at changi airport!
but joanna grace benedict moses junhao jiajun and keith couldnt not join us cause they had to go home so left me joel davidson timo and joel.
then we ate and changi before joel's parents fetched us home since we all live in bishan (:
then daniel was talking aout some weird stuff and we were laughing our heads off (:
reached home around 12 plus. and then i was damn tired.
heh heh. i shall post about jubilate and some other stuff tomorrow since this post is already so freaking long and its late (:
and i havent got a decent sleep in my holidays yet!

why did you give me so much hope
when you had so little faith in me?

falling down

2008-05-14T22:33:00.005+08:00

i didnt ask for much.
just for a bit of that.
is it that hard to get it done?
why is improving so hard.
i tried my best but you dont understnd.
all you care is not how i feel
but rather how you expect me to be.
i know is my fault
but you dont let me explain.
im such a failure

2008-05-06T23:54:00.003+08:00

guess how happy i am??!
hahaha. very very happy.
hehehehehehehehehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhehehehehe.
cause 5mins ago i was chiong-ing my project.
then once im done and see the finishing product
i feel that god has bless me with so much!!!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,
then i jump for joy and scream and i think scared the life out of my bunny and my mama :/
they all thought that i needed to go to IMH :D
thats a good sign that im not depress!!
hahahahahha.
okay. ignore me. im nad :D

forgiveness

2008-05-03T23:13:00.002+08:00

i think today's sermon was very much appicable.
i think the overcoming series were the most useful ones in my life cause i could relate to them.
like overcoming homework etc.
today was overcoming unforgiveness and i realise that i have got a lot to work on.
i dont expect myself to immediately go "i forgive you!"
but i realise that i should learn how to forgive people even if you know they are going to hurt you again.
i think its going to be quite hard but there's no harm in trying. (:
i mean like can you imagine how many times God forgave us or actually me.
i think everyday he has to at least forgive me once. :|
(oops. i havent been a very good girl)
so if he can why cant i!
forgiveness is an attitude.
it is a decision you make.
To forgive is to love
i think i will always want to remember that (:
it really helps (:
talking about church.
reach at around 11.30 cause me zhiting and lizzie had synth (i dont know the spelling)auditions.
managed to pass it but synth isnt what i thought it would be.
its basically knowing your chords well and improvising (:
hahaha. then joanna zhiting lizzie and i went for lunch or actually asked matt to help us buy then we spend the rest of our time slacking away.
and half the cg didnt come!!
all muggers (: mid-years are coming.
actually i wonder if i would prefer to having mid-years or go through the torment of having numerous tests a week.
hmmm. but if my mum found out that im taking up synth i think she would just rattle on about how i think i have so much time in the world. to take up three different instruments at three different places and three different times.
but piano and synth is quite similar what!
it wont kill me since i enjoy all these kind of stuff so why dont i expand my knowledge (:
its doesnt kill. heh heh.
so now. i think i better get started on my work before my mum finds something to nag at me about (:
too-da-lose!

first to know then to burn

2008-05-01T13:39:00.002+08:00

yesterday was kind of the suckest day in this whole year.
i didnt want to get back that test
and i didnt have a good feeling about it too.
whatever larh.
then after i got home things didnt go any better.
that freaking iron dropped on my leg
and it kind of burn me.
and now it hurts like mad.
i dont know how im going to run my napfa tomorrow.
bleah.

nothing goes the way i think it should.
or am i just plain dumb?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ME!

2008-04-26T23:25:00.003+08:00

haha. yay! happy happy (:
thank you everybody who made this day very special !
hahaha. actually over the days since elearning up till now.
thank you (; (:
thank you for all the birthday messages and presents :)
really appreciate the efforts. haha
today woke up at 7. at such an early time.
had lunch at casurina prata with christine and sijia.
when i came, sijia was still on her bed and christine was screaming with all her heart for sijia to go and bathe.
till her brother went to bathe did she stop for a while.
then when he was done and he came out she started again (:
finally managed to get out of the house.
be mindful that i use the word managed.
hahaha. we ordered too much prata and we were struggling to finish the last one.
milky prata.
its actually quite nice but if you eat too mush of it then it will be come very sweet.
christine ate most of it and i help a little and sijia ate sparks of it (:
then we went to amklibrary.
before that we were walking round amkhub cause we were a bit weird
went to meet christine seow so she could pass me her present (thank you!)
then went to play at the playground at the amklibrary there.
me and sijia managed to reach the top of the spiderweb but christine was scare of heights so she couldnt.
then sijia and christine went to sit on the swings. and amazingly, sijia flew off the swing
scare me man
cause i wasnt looking yeah.
that sudden sound of sand flying shock me abit.
when we went to the library and we each took a book and sat down and read.
i was readin tintin when the guard came and said we couldnt read there so we went to borrow the books out and went to sijia's house to "sleep"
after awhile had to go back.
rushed to church and they celebrated my birthday with an absence of a cake (;
but anyways. thanks to everyone and shukun for two miserable bites of youe cake (;
then went to thomson plaza swensens to celebrate with my family.
then saw a lot of dont want to see things cause i was eating very ungleamly.
hahaha. then went shopping for a while and went home to cut the cake with my relatives.
me and brother were playing with the dry ices.
(: (: (:
tomorrow is my brother's birthday.
another cake to be eaten.
going to grow fatttttttttttttt
hahaha. once again thanks for everything! (:
hahaha. yay! i really enjoy my birthday this year. thanks!

once i long for this day

happy before birthday

2008-04-23T23:57:00.002+08:00

finally some extra holidays to look forward to (:
though no really cause we have a timetable to follow which i dont think i will cause i have other things at certain times.
and it isnt really holidays to look forward to cause i have 8 projects to rush up and e-learning and some other stuff.
eeeee. always like that. holiday in name only!
anyways today was a happy day.
though its not my birthday today but because of the holidays i receive come earlier.
all in weird ways (:
jiahui gave me hers in the morning by slamming it on my table and giving my a huge shock cause i was learning my tingxie
then during maths lesson qixuan open the back door and pass the present to me.
haha. me and maryanne got a shock (:
theh shermae gave me a packet of biscuit (:
thank you! haha.
and i think i better be more observant ah.
today i was being a fool for the past errr. 2 hours.
it so happen that we were SUPPOSE to have macbeth meeting and it so happened that maryanne took such a long time to find her friend and it so happened that sijia weiyun and belle came to our class and it so happen that cheryl and valerie couldn't make it and it so happened that jiahui and christine went to her house to get cloth and maryanne still was back from meeting her friend and it so happened that belle weiyun sijia and me went to bishan junction 8 and it so happened that a jacket flew into my face the moment i step out of the mrt station and where go i end up?
i end up in sweesens with 5 people laughing their heads off and then there were ice cream and fries and that was my birthday celebration by them.
its such a dumb thing that i actually didnt suspect anything and i really believed that maryanne took that long to find her friend.
bleah. next time i shall not be that foolish (:
haha. anyways thank you for the great ice cream, the five of you (:
so e-learning isnt that relaxing but im so thankful for these two days.
i think i ought to gain back some of my sleep and spend some time doing stuff i ahvent been doing (:

i saw a bird dead once. i dont want to see it again

over the mountain and not going down :\

2008-04-18T22:42:00.002+08:00

its been a long week and at first i wasnt looking forward to friday cause i had my physics test and my 2.4km run.
its ironic how i dread running 2.4km but then i will still run and feel acomplished that i didnt stop halfway to walk.
then the next time i have to run again. everything repeats itself. haha.
physics test was okay though.
stumble on some question but im confident that i will pass.
anyways i did my best so yeeeeeeeah.
then today someone was bing annoying after common test and i didnt help but got quite annoyed with her.
but i think i forgot about it later in the day.
went to support badminton team who were against cedar girls.
i think the match was like exciting especially the deciding round.
cause the scores were like very close to one another so we were like deciding whether the team will win.
in the end we won and we all stand up and cheered like as if we were the ones playing the game and winning it.
but anyways. i shall feel happy for my school.
later cab back with mrs seah, huirou and jiahui to school.
went to the music room to peep in and played a whil in the music room cause taking out my tuba would be no use.
by the time i get everything settled it will be time to go.
celeste came back and she helped me tickle sijia! haha. yay (:
then the euphos were playing hide and seek with the music room doors.
we were all "listening" to charlyne play her tuba.
then we went to the casurina prata. there to eat.
ordered pratas and we were laughing like siao over a lot of random stuff.
went home with kialin and charlyne and HAHA. my lunck was mush better than charlyne's one and my bus came the momnet i reach the bus stop (:
haha. anyways today i got a lot of assignments to complete.
and projects after projects are piling up cause our school just dump everything there for us to do.
i have like 1) macbeth production
2) chinese literature project
3) home econs spices assignment
4) maths playground assignment
5) science research project
6) english persuasive speech
7) pw project
8)geography graded assignment.
woah. i didnt i had that much till i list them all out and it doesnt include my homrwork!!
ahhh. going to have to work like crazy this weekend :|
anyways other than the amount of homework i think life in school has become more interesting and i think im starting to love my class a lot more and im finally looking forward to come to school though im like tired everyday.
hahaha. and conversation has become interesting to laugh at.
i think it was on wednesday that maryanne asked me this question :

maryanne : is today 14 or 15 of april?
rachel : what?
maryanne : today 14 or 15 april?
rachel : oh. 16 april larh!! :D

and then there was other one that i could rememeber. i was dictating maryanne's speech to her so she could occupy without having look at the paper.
rachel : .......persuade your dream. ( actual text: ....pursue your dream. )
maryanne and jiahui : HUH??!
jiahui: did you just say persuade your dream?
rachel maryanne jiahui : *burst out laughing*
maryanne : (imitating what i said) "dream, you must have a dream okay?
rachel : laugh and cannot stop and nearly drops on floor :D
heheh. life is getting moe interesting yeah?
im going to enjoy my year i hope :D
off to my homework!

high! isnt the time (:

2008-04-12T02:51:00.002+08:00

okay. its 3am in the morning and im seemingly still awake.
im so glad my mum dont know this if not there goes my head.
jeez. i was watching national geography when i fell asleep.
eh. but its such a blessing to fall asleep and staying out of all those horrible sights.
i was watching a document about how dolphins are being killed in masses or captured to cativity for the rest of their lives.
saddening. i nearly puked out all the food i ate and my brother was getting prepared to run if i ever did.
i mean, the whole sea (or the part of the sea) which the dolphins are killed are like totally red. sea of red. scary
plus they let the dolphins die a slow death. they cut their throats and leave them to bleed to death.
if thats the case. i wonder why cant they at least spare the pain for the dolphin :\
its quite sad to even see each individual dolphins get speared and their blood flowing out. and all the lives lost.
but those in captivity isnt any better. being in the vast ocean for their whole life and suddenly changing to this super small place is like woah.
i cant imagine that. poor things.
then again, i wonder why the people who kill dolphins dont have any reactions when they kill them.
like they become harden that dolphins are to die in such cruel ways.
no wonder everything is becoming extinct. we are killing too much.
now i cant even find my scissors. (eeeee.)
i wonder why dolphins are killed in such ways since studies shown that eating dolphins' meat can be bad for humans' health or something likw that.
not like they are some kind of carnivore who feeds on human.
oops. if you read till here. you are good man.
blame it on what im learning now. - persuasive speech (:
but i dont think its very persuasive here. im more like complaining to the wall.
neh. today after the literature test. i went high all the way till now.
band was fun today and celeste and elaine came back (:
i made some *ERHEM* embarrassing mistakes but i shall take it as part and parcel of life.
heh hehe heheh.
after band when to amkhub for dinner.
and we got many ungleam photos of many ungleam people. (:
hahaha. dinner time is the best way to get all the photos. ( i think )
anyways. i think i must be crazy to post at this kind of time.
i better be not so crazy as to go and sleep npw (:
goodnight people! or more like good morning (:

why must things work out that way?

sick and over

2008-04-10T21:23:00.002+08:00

finally feeling better (:
anyways today was crazy. cause i slept so late the previous night cause of the research thing and i have to wake up earlier today cause i missed the bus yesterday and im not planning to miss it other time.
then on the bus i didnt sleep so went i came to school. i was dead tired and for once im glad that there is no morning assembly.
manage to claim back half an hour of my sleep but mrs seah starting talking about some important stuff so no choice have to keep myself awake.
im so glad im able to stay fully awake though im sleepy and manage to understand what all the teachers were saying (:
kudos! to me.
managed to catch up on some stuff that i missed out and i went high during recess.
what else do i do. laugh till the cows come home (:
the macbeth production disscussion was even more funny.
we were trying to decide what macbeth should wear and a lot of funny ideas came out.
then it was chinese. i didnt manage to even start on the compo cause i didnt do the planning before hand so i had to do it first.
in so glad su lao shi gave us one more day if not i would have died (:
assembly was okay. the dog was so freaky. i cant imagine having it as a pet.
i think i will freak out everytime i see it especially in the dark.
today had band. at first we thought that all the seniors had oral.
lucky haiching and ayu's one were on friday (:
hahhaha. the combine in the dance studio then evonne came back and visit.
then we started slacking (:
tried running after the bus but didnt make it.
then charlyne keep stepping on my shoes. thats exsplains why my shoes are so black by friday.
yawns. better finish up my yilunwem if not tomorrow i die (:
looking forward to the busy weekends :\

" i can do everything through him who gives me strength" -philippians 4:13

april fools

2008-04-01T22:45:00.002+08:00

hahaha. happy april fools (:
my leg is quite in a sad state cause of the fall during fiesta preparation :|
you could say that this year's fiesta was so much more tiring than the past years.
it all started with the simp;e and relaxing ticket selling to raising funds to calculating them and buying stuff to preparing everything and make sure everything is properly in order.
then it all goes down to selling them and getting as much profit as possible.
and mine was a dunking store. so my job was to get dunk when someone wanted to see someone fall into a disgusting tub of yucky water.
gross. plus the fact that i went in there a lot of times isnt very nice.
and i dunked by a lot of people. i think the smallest was a boy that i didnt know at all (:
after my duty i played the meteorite and the haunted house before going to help ut at the stall again,
whooo, then my leg was giving me a whole lot of problems cause i couldnt run properly and i was running around with pails of water like im feeding millions of thirsty people.
and now its taking very long to recover ):
ahwells. today had been better than what i thought,
since i slept late and woke up early i expected myself to be sleeping in most of the lessons.
ended up i only missed 15mins of physics. which is actually pretty bad but lets just say its better than missing the whole lesson.
see. im always giving excuses to sleep.
rah. really. its time i make use of 24hours to insert more sleeping hours so i dont have to be a tired horse trying to run a race cause i will end up no where.
all i know is that last week was screwed since i screwed my history test which was what i was working hard to ace it.
i bet im going to have to face a tough reasoning with my mum again.
hahaha. nevermind i shall look forward to geography test.

only to look back in time

falling sick ):

2008-03-25T21:39:00.002+08:00

this few days everybody have been falling sick.
today three people were sick and in the morning my brother fell ill ):
sad life. if not those that are in school either have cough or running nose or those minor type of sickness.
nad somehow i had none so i spent half my time today listening to people whinning about how irritating it was.
heh heh. of course i know (and i think i forgot) how it feels like to get sick.
sucks ): hahaha.
anyways finally i can use my computer after dont know how long cause my connection was down after i moved house and i was busy packing my room so i had no time.
i think im getting from bad to worse lor.
so depressing. i cant seem to get things sorted out
since the starting of the week i have been falling SOUNDLY asleep in class for at least one hour and thats bad enough.
or more like worse.
i mean i used to seldom fall asleep in class and even if i do so i wouldnt fall soundly asleep.
half my brain would be still listening so i dont miss out much.
rahhhh. these two days i have been sleeping so soundly i didnt know what was going on. ):
must be cause of where i sit. its a nice place to sleep (:
haahah. i shall not sleep anymore cause i dont want to miss out on any physics or chinese lessons since i have been sleeping through them.
anyways, band was alright today. at elast nothing much happened.
sec ones had combine with mr ong in the forum and they got two breaks if im not wrong.
then haiching and ayu didnt come so left me christine charlyne and cheryl.
all start with c one except me (:
we were self practising till like 6pm when we were combined.
for once i was wanting to have combine cause i was very bored.
i got "dunked" by charlyne cause she poured water on my head and my rubber band kena stolen my the euphos.
then christine and them had a fight on the road with my rubber band and they pull it until now lose lose (: haha.
then when i told them not to pull they pull even more -_-
i wonder how instructions got by.
played the last part of hannukah for combine then i waited for my mama to fetch my home (:
heh heh. okayy. im suppose to be doing my homework(:

its high time i buck up

why cant you look in a another way.

2008-03-11T23:11:00.002+08:00

sometimes i dont know how my mother thinks.
poofy. i got another lecture for no reason again.
cause of this one silly thing i did.
its on this fine day that i decided to doze off for 10mins so i wont fall asleep while doing my homework that my mother caught me and thought i slept for dont know how many hours and not even bathing.
then the lecture startss... then when i decided to keep quiet cause i dont want to be in a bad mood she scolds me for keeping quiet because im feeling guilty.
rahhhhhh. life is soooooo unpredictable.
sometimes i feel like twisting her and twist and twist and twist....

why cant for once hear me.

holidays arent rest time

2008-03-10T23:37:00.002+08:00

heh. overslept today and woke up at noon.
wasted half a day and i couldnt do any of my homework i had planned to do.
so i think i might burn midnight oil.
the fact that i cant sleep cause i slept too much keeps me awake (:
went to amk macs today for 3hours of theory,
my teacher nearly drive me crazy when she said that she wanted me to do 5 test papers in an hour.
anyways i did went crazy after that (:
went maryanne's house.
took 86 from amkhub and i couldnt sleep cause i didnt know which bus stop to alight and i was afraid that i will miss.
then i anyhow guess a bus stop through memory. and luckily it was the correct one.
hehheh.
and i didnt know how to walk to lilac so when i nearly wanted to call a taxi andrea called me but then in the end she couldnt fetch me there.
so i called samuel and he brought me there.
its great to have so many friends living there (: heh heh.
next time lost also got help line to call.
cause there are a lot of junctions and can get lost easily. (:
thanks samuel anyways!
went maryanne's house to complete the humans project.
i arrived just in time for dinner -_-
then stayed to do the project till 10 (:
so now i shall go complete my amths homework!

losing is a kind of winning (:

10km and more (:

2008-03-09T22:45:00.002+08:00

i was in a reflective mood yesterday since i was bored at suntec.
then it suddenly came to my mind that i havent show my ppr to my parents.
i dont think i will do that till the last day of school.
it has always been like that.
anyways this term wasnt very fantastic. a bit of joy a lot of unhappiness.
sucks. i didnt expect much but i didnt expect it to be that range,
now im going to have a hour lecture.
today had church and i cant make it to joel's party!
cause i already had something on :(
went to maryanne's house today to do the humans project.
completed the layout and some stuff here and there. continuing tomorrow.
looks like my holidays are filled up.
i was just reminded i have to study for my theroy exam. ohgosh.
went to watch
the leaps years with jiahui after the meeting cause it was kind of last minute.
we were on the bus that led to amkhub then we decided to watch leaps years. haha
(: smile to the crazy holidays up ahead.
im going to survive! (i hope)

life goes on no matter how hard we fall

let me go

2008-03-09T00:20:00.003+08:00

jeez. havent been using the computer for so long.
and my blog is kind of dead too.
anyways its finally the end of the term but the holidays arent that welcoming.
its fully taken up and im so happy it got postpone if not i would have just died.
im suppose to move house on monday but it got delayed to saturday :(
??! i only got two days to settle down and i dont want to screw up my first day of term 2.
cause im not going to drop anymore :D
rahh. i shall find a way to get myself settled down by sunday and sleep early :D
thats the only thing i cant do up till now :D
friday was the last day of school and there were many people's birthday too :D
happy belated to huirou, joel and grace!
and happy birthday to moses :D
school was okay. just that i was rushing a lot of things and dribing myself mad.
i at least managed to get myself through the normal school hours.
then went to the beancurd shop with jiahui and christine and we laughed our heads off.
cause christine was crazy so me and jiahui ran the moment we saw her,
i think that was the hardest part. laughing and runnning.
then she was telling us not to be a pig when she herself wants to take all our food :D
then suddenly this aunt put a bowl of beancurd on our table and me and jiahui look at each other then we all look at christine cause she was laughing and we thought that it was her who ordered it.
it turned out to be esther's one. but christine really looked like she did ordered it.
later she forced us to go to the park with her and we explored for a while.
later ran back to school with her pulling my pinaform.
and christine. you shall cheer up.
cleared section bench and now it looks clean and nice :D
went to njc concert. elaine!
haha. i love the songs!! so nice :D
then we walked for very long and i became tired cause my bag was kinda heavy.
went home on the bus. i expected it to be empty but in the end me haiching christine sijia kialin had to stand all the way home :(
haiching was waiting for her bus and christine too. i was waiting for my mum.
then sijia came over when haiching was gone.
and somehow christine me and sijia went home at the same time.
like when my mum came, christine's bus came so sijia also went home.
cool ehh? haha
today was damn nervous cause i was having va duty and i think i made a lot of mistakes though chrysan said i did better than her at that time.
i think i did worse than the previously time :(
but nevermind. i shall work hard :D
and i love today's message. quite inspiriing :D
haha. now im addicted to lion king 1 and 2 :D
i love all their song tracks and i love the show too!
yay! off to get some things done :D

i know its minor
but i dont want to go through that
alone. why

weird

2008-03-02T21:36:00.002+08:00

and did i managed to you how small my computer screen suddenly came and how all the wordings are so small till they look like ants running on my screen.
so if there are a lot ot typos here.
dont blame me :D
its a wonder how sijia can give cds in plastic bags huh.
i hope she is the only one man.
and i was suppose to mention this last year
but i only remembered it now.
weiyun says that ants breed on water.
i wonder what kind of ants she was thinking about :D
yay. i think im too free to post so much.
off to my homework :D

lub dub

2008-03-02T21:14:00.002+08:00

haha. studying too much of bio can turn you into a crazy nut.
but i shant embarrass myself here and tell you how it did :D
im niceeeee. to myself (heh)
anyways i wanted my march archieves so i randomly post here.
quite a long time since i posted anyways.
ONE MORE WEEK AND I CANT PLAY :(
cause the holidays are going to be packed with. moving boxes, piano exams, homework, maybe band, aissgnments, blahhhh. everything that is related to school.
and why is it only one week of holiday :(
so little cause i got a lot of things to do.
im going to turn into a sleepless owl soon. *hoot hoot*
yay! im happy with myself cause i managed to study all my test :D
and im starting to like bio :D :D
i shall aces science. heh heh heh
friday went for movie with almost the whole section.
missing a few people :D
watched L CHANGE THE WORLD.
i was freezing in the cinema lehh. i never remembered that i needed to bring a jacket
anyways. nice show hahha. the person sitting beside me was errr. crazy.
haha. cause when the scary part came out christine was tugging my shirt.
im thankful i didnt wear the hole-ly one or it would just have gotten bigger :D
saturday and sunday are church days.
but i have been sleeping a lot recently. maybe trying to catch up on my sleep :D
hahaha. one more week to go before i can start breathing normally again :D
JIAYOU!!

i really want to forget it.

why

2008-02-27T21:19:00.000+08:00

i know what im avoiding.
RAHHHHHHHHHHH.

dont think i dont know

2008-02-21T23:16:00.002+08:00

im damn tired yet im here.
im supposed to be studying for my history test yet im here.
im supposed to rush maths homework yet im here.
im supposed to be rahhhhhhhhh.
its quite dumb that i spent half my holida working on it and everybody just goes sorry. we made a mistake im not sure if i can redo it again.
fine. i dont really bother anymore.
cause i did what i did.
but on second thought i better go and care :D
jeez. hisotry! here i come.

you think its easy to last.
i really wish you really know what you are doing.
cause right now you dont.

debate madness

2008-02-20T22:16:00.003+08:00

sleepy.
that was to describe morning.
i was so sleepy i had no choice but to sleep in maths.
i dont sleep in maths cause i cant. or more like a rather not.
anyways mrs seah was trying to get us to pay attention but i slept for a while.
had art and spend an eternality on doing my thumbnails.
i only completed two!! :(
and the class had to start selling chips again.
i went during chinese lesson.
i was so scared that he might scold us for not telling him beforehand.
me and yvette had to call people back so in the end we helped all the way till secondary recess.
when it was a sold out.
miss the whole of chinese lesson.
made not a lot of profit but im thankful for that bit.
had chinese again later on and i paid attention :D yay!
then malay i started going high :D
laugh till the cows ran home!
during projectwork period, our project couldnt open so we didnt present.
mrs seah scolded us jokingly for being too high tech :)
then social grace was okay for the dining part. i was sabotaged to go up and eat bread :D
that was a good sabotage, i was feeling hungry :D
then i went high during debating.
really. everyone thought i was mad.
wenxia yingyu they all must have thought i just got let out of IMH
then when debating with crystal they all.
we were really going mad. :D
and i was being a pig for the whole afternoon. cause dumb dumb sandra pasted a sticker which reads "im a pig" on my back without me knowing and i unknowingly walked around school plus class with it on my back!
and my whole class was laughing like nothing when i found out :P
guess i was their entertainment for the day :D
why dont you try.
i know i suck but you could
help by not reminding me.

comparing. is that all you do.

drained

2008-02-18T22:20:00.002+08:00

i wasnt exactly in the mood for anything.
cause today i came to school normally.
then it was quite weird cause we went down to the band room.
was asked to go back to class and then went down again.
kind of forgot some parts of majulah. :|
anyways charlyne made me pull up my socks until she decided to do it myself.
and christine was laughing like crazy. so was angelique.
then cause i pull already still cannot see the logo so she decided to do it herself.
heh. then my head was bang onto the door again. by ahem* someone AHEM
then went back to class and started become sleepy.
eye drops helped though.
recess i went high a bit or more like super high.
then chinese paper have to come running back.
its damn disheartening. really.
i didnt listen to his lesson anyways. cause i tried and nothing went in so i decided that it was no use.
im so sorry to sandra that had to put up with everything.
anyways it really drain my enegry away for a while.
till i unknowningly slept during teamwork period.
i didnt know i fell asleep till i miracly woke up
had self prac today.
and i want to watch jumper! NO FAIR :(

i want to stop this stupid fall.

its time to take a rest.

2008-02-17T01:25:00.003+08:00

friday was great. just that the mood range was wider.
i was quite sad after the chinese test.
bleah. then i went superly too high with christine seow jiahui and maryanne.
christine seow was trying to scare the nts out of us when we were doing high jump,
she grabs the pole away -_-
she tried to jump like me or so she claims and she ended up jumping over air?
cause she ran and her five steps overshot the jumping pole , we all fell on the floor laughing.
then when it was my turn to jump she intercepted my jump and somehow landed me in the position where i was kneeling down and holding the pole. -_-
so i took the pole and started dancing. (i was high)
the best part was that when jiahui was reaching the pole to jump.
she took the pole and ran away. -_-
i wonder how tests turns us into?
i didnt really enjoyed recess cause the two bread were all kaya and they were too sweet . didnt really enjoy.
after that science lesson i was super tired
then english literature and english was normal then band i went high again.
it was sectionals and my head kena bang on the wall two times by SOMEONE.
the trombones also came music room :D
we played hanukkah. yay! i like that song :D
then watch charlyne eat orange bowl before sharing a 50cent one with haiching and christine.
chrsitine borrowed money from charlyne. haha.
walked to prata with haiching and christine and she left for her party.
went to prata with christine before visiting sijia.
send chrsitine to the bus stop then went home and slept! :D
but honestly speaking. i didnt like this week. all the tests came running home. and they arent exactly good. and more like i just dont know when i will be satisfy with my marks. bleah.
haha. today was yay!
miracly woke up at 8plus and went to catch up on some homework.
after that went to novena mrt to meet my CG for lunch and a little outing :D
we were crapping around during lunch and laughing like no one's business.
then went waffle town which is somewhere in newton.
timonthy for bugging me for grace's phone cause he wanted the songs bt i was in the process of sending some :D so i promised him to give him when we reach chris's house.
then davidson came in right after i said that.
which means we reached chris's house in 10mins. or less.
there goes the phone...
his house is damn big. its a pen house but it nice.
there is only one thing. his staircase doesnt have a railing.
poof. i hate that kind of staircases.
grace loke wanted to watch incredibles and i wanted to watch the parts wih jack jack.
in the end, we played pig and we tried to sabotage chris but in the end grace chan was the pig.
i was nearly one! i saved myself :D :D
then some of us went to watch incredibles while the rest of us did homework.
i watched a bit and studied a bit.
chris was complaining that we should chill out. i dont think that worked with us :D
then went for steamboat at esplanade.
we were late. quite late.
then we ate and moses joshua timonthy and shaohong was playing with the food.
box them.
grace loke decided to be a chef and made her soup super nice :D i stole some!
went to play egg fight and then a cake fight broke out.
shukun went to put one small lump of cake on my face, i pity lizzie.
her whole face was .... cake-ful.
after that went around talking before going back to celebrate uncle's birthday.
jeez.. where did all my homework go.
i doubt i will have time tomorrow :(

sometimes i dont know you anymore.

it finally came

2008-02-12T22:37:00.000+08:00

it started off okay.
jeez. i really find that our teachers are trying to kill us by throwing back all the tests at one go.
yesterday and today.
its quite disappointing.
:( i mean its only the starting of the year.
poof! anyways. a lot of people claim that i dao them.
i didnt know im capable of dao-ing.
anyways. xiang sheng made me a lot happier cause its laughing time.
then during english lesson, mre cheng claim that i sounded happy.
so i guess im back to normal! haha.
band today!
christine had cip and sijia had extra lesson.
ahhhh great.
but they came back all before combine! heng..
hmmm. i need to pull my socks up!
i hated yesterday.

YOU made that decision yourself.

homework over holidays

2008-02-09T22:39:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRISTINE
went out with christine today to celebrate her birthday cause im the seemingly person that is still in singapore.
went to pierce reservoir again. and went over to the other sde of the lake.
(very soon i will keep going to pierce like how i go to amkhub. eee)
anyway. after that went to dip our legs in the shallow waters.
its quite cooling :D
a good encouragment for my tired legs! unfortunately for christine she was wearing shoes.
so she went in bare footed and later stole one side of my slipper.
anyways. since i already didnt have one side i took out the other.
waded in for a few steps then came back,
im scared of reservior waters. thats really the farest i would love to go.
haha. afer that this pair of tourist told us to be careful of sharks.
i was laughing away. how friendly!
sat there till my bum went numb
then decided to go amkhub. (haha. i told you i go there almost everyday)
but then instead of walking to the busstop we ended up deciding to go upper pierce reservoir..
saw one monkey along the way then another then two more then a whole lot of them.
i was quite amused for a while then when a monkey came very near, i was more of scared.
i have always been scared of monkeys. just that i will only get scare when they are really that close.
i was scratched quite badly on the leg by a monkey when i was four. maybe thats why.
my mum told me that. i didnt even know i got scratched!
haha. anyways stood by and saw a lot of people feeding the monkeys from their cars.
like peanuts and oranges.
it really worries how the monkeys are so dependent on humans.
its kind of wrong. i mean that arent the ways monkeys are suppose to be.
i sound like some park ranger. oops!
anyways. saw some monkeys mating in the middle of the road.
didnt mean to see but still saw.
contiune walking down the path till we decided that its going to lead to no where so we turned back.
then i notice this motorbicycle that zoom pass us four times.
which means it goes back and forth 2 times. (yay! im doing maths!)
and everytime it passes us. the rider keep sticking out his tongue.
walau. i was nearly about to punch his face. haha.
anyways went back and again got amused with the monkeys for a while before we really went amkhub.
idle around then went home.
ahhhhh. so tired. and still have to finish my homework.
im no moood to do my homework lar. but then i dont plan to get scolded on monday
so haiii. die also go and do!
blah.

its past midnight.

CNY!

2008-02-07T23:48:00.000+08:00

finally chinese new year is here!
actually this year, i didnt really got into the mood.
cause i think it came too quick.
but anyways, finally can have a long weekend :D
shall make full use of it and finish up all my filing.
my notes are in a total mess.
trust me to talk about school at this time
today i woke up like at 12noon.
half the day was gone.
but for once since the school term start i finally could still be sleeping at that time.
after that laze around till about 3 before sowing a random pillow for my bunny.
after that went my grandma's house for dinner.
my aunt thought that i was sec4 this year and asked me if i could cope well.
i was half laughin my head off. half trying to look more gleam.
then my grandma had me helping her push the window cause everyone there didnt have the strength to push so my mum volunteered me.
cause according to her " she carry the big big thing in out in out like her baby like that. surely got strength to open!"
i thought she knew what that big big thing was called -_-
then later on went ah-gu's house.
watched i do i do. then went home.
i was laughing throughout the car ride cause my grandma and brother was funny.
we were about to leave the house (in the car already)
then my grandma suddenly scream.
we thought she saw a cockraoch.
who thought that she forgot her bag.
then while we were laughing. she went and take her bag.
then when the car started moving again. my brother's turn to scream.
cause he left his hong baos in the house -_-
then finally the car could move again.
my mum added that we had to go for a "having a good memory" course.
hahaha! after that. went for a car wash at petrol station.
i love sitting in the car while they wash cause i like to see the foam get onto the car. quite cool.
lalalala. after that went home and count my money!
then yesterday was new year's eve.
had celebration in school till like 10.30
the performances were okay but i couldt really see and my legs were numb.
went to eat prata house with christine LIM and christine SEOW.
both christines means .... (up to you to think :D)
after that christine lim missed her bus so we decided to send christine seow off.
she convienently missed her bus cause we were all staring at the bus when it drove pass -_-
kudos to us!
then at last she got onto the second bus and christine lim missed her second bus.
so we decided to go pierce reservoir cause i didnt want to go home so early.
walk till we reach the lake and started throwing stones into the lake.
went to petrol station to buy drinks then went home :D
kinda of tired after that but had reunion dinner.
everyone was fansinated with my rabbit.
and a nice dinner then went to grand aunt's house.
i feel sooo old. cause my youngest cousin is 10 years younger than me
and my another cousin is 10 years older than me!
wow. all our age gaps are so big.
after that went to watch fireworks.
this time it was different cause my parents decided to be like some other drivers and stop in the middle of the expressway to watch.
so we watched in the car.
got caught in the jam after.
cause out of the four lanes. three lanes were parked with cars watching!
lucky the police didnt come!
three more days to go! happy chinese new year!

you will never know.

rush hour

2008-02-02T23:41:00.000+08:00

today seemed like any other school day.
expect the fact that i got to sleep for an hour more.
woke up at 7 and met jiahui at amk mrt at 7.45
apparrently i was late. but christine was later.
we still managed to reach the science centre in time.
or more like we were late by 8mins.
crystal and the rest were hmmm. 1and a half hours later -_-
anyways. we had the science workshop on bacteria and some kind of bird.
the first part of the workshop was so boring i nearly fall asleep.
cause the interesting parts were experiments and there was one only.
and it wasnt really one anyways.
and anyways something embarrassing happened. i shall go into details
its embarrassing for a reason! ahha
after that went to eat macs for lunch then went back for the second workshop.
i think the second one was much more interesting.
and the animations are so cute.
if only i could steal the laptop. i would...(we shall see about that)
went to ice skating ring cause christine seow wanted to laugh at people skating!
me jiahui maryanne christine turned out to be watching a ice skating competition.
and so nicely. we watched four skaters. two were from stnicks. one was from my level.
i didnt know her but jiahui did. haha!
but at least they didnt fall down.! yay!
went to church after that. and i was late when i was first time on duty.
so i didnt get any briefing and went straight into it.
i was kind of nervous. cause it would be obvious if i made any mistakes.
i did make quite a few but my leader was kind of lenient.
if not i would have gone to heaven long ago :) whoops
cg time was fun! esmond came back to join us!
then went for worship debrief.
quite messed up today. but it was all a learning experince.
and it was kind of last minute cause i wasnt suppose to come for church today.
meant to go cip but in the end got postpone.
at least i did my job to the best. but still got areas to improve lar!
so now while im thinking of how to improve. i shall chiong my homework!
yay! hooray :D

random thoughts

2008-01-28T22:23:00.000+08:00

i just came back from visiting my new house.
quite okay. at least the tiling looks much interesting than the previous one.
i was so scare to go up the stairs cause they removed all the railings.
my mother took 10mins of shouting from above to get me up there.
to make matters worse. its pitch dark. so i wont know when im stand at an edge.
i was pratically clinging onto the wall for my dear life :D
then my mother was driving home and i saw this school bus.
then i was thinking how childish i was when i was 4.
it happened when i was supposed to take the school bus home but i wanted to try te feeling of asking my parents to pick me up instead.
so i faked that i had a stomachache and my mother came in a taxi.
i got a scolding from her in the end. cause i realised that only if you are sick or have something on that you can choose not to take the school bus -_-
at least those days are well gone :D
today had school.
i nearly got a scolding from miss gwee today. heng i save myself.
other than that, i wanted to fall asleep during chinese lesson but couldnt bring myself too.
after all. its an important chapter :D
then i was kinda irritated by history.
my graded assignment somehow drank red bull, grew wings and flew off.
so while everyone has gotten back their marks. mine is still somewhere in outer space.
and im dead sure i handed it in! i dont want to redo.. its a freaking two pages long!
then ate lunch with christine after that joined by andrea then weiyun and alana.
did some homework before going for piano.
after that met christine at the bus stop and went amk.
went to buy something but the shop was closed.
so we sat somewhere and thought of other alternatives.
but i doubt we did with all the chinese new year songs blasting from the speakers.
im constantly getting distracted :|
in the end went home and felt like sleeping.
but there is homework to be done!
so im not sure why im blogging. heh!

now i have found the greastest love of all
is mine.

ikea

2008-01-27T20:47:00.000+08:00

went ikea today with christine sijia and kialin.
my mother kindly offered to send us there.
yay! went to walk till i died with christine.
cause we were almost cirling around the same area.
jst that we were looking at different things all the time.
heh! in the end we decided on a few things and ate hotdogs!
sijia and christine were playing around the table and christine decided that crawling under it was the best way to play it :D
after that my mum sent us to ikea and me and christine went to buy anna's present.
we took so loong just to decide on what to give her.
hope she will like it!
after that walked around for a while before going to the library to grab some books.
christine made me borrow this book.
haha. but i used her card cause i couldnt use mine,
i have extremely nice fines to pay up.
went home after that and immediately went out again for dinner.
wahhh. so tired now.
but i still got work :(
haha. yawns!

your grace has found me just as i am,
empty-handed but alive in your hands.

hold on tight

2008-01-25T22:51:00.000+08:00

been a long day.
school, CCA and ushering.
ushering has never been a relaxing duty.
you either get bored to death or you are so busy you go mad.
today it was both.
i was assigned to the chinese side and i was kind of busy. till later i was bored till death.
cause the sessions ended much longer than expected. so everyone were just living statues.
after that su lao shi came to talk to the parents in my class.
kind of interesting. me sandra and yuenping were making sound effects.
cause what he said was kind of true :)
band was damn funny!
we self practise for a while before having section bonding.
played the "come game"
played with the precussions.
laughed until cannot laugh anymore.
my direct juniors is Rachel Tay. then there is KitWei and Jenny.
i tell you. im going to get so confused but coming to realise that.
no one in the section calls me the correct name.
it all ends up with some object :| haha
i cant believe the end of the month is coming soon
which means that the workload is going to increase.
and my attitude and my results got to improve by leaps and bound :D!

change is constant, i see that in you.

tired

2008-01-24T22:34:00.000+08:00

havent been blogging.
heh. cause the internet was down till today.
anyways. have been quite tired, i dont kow why.
rushing from places to places, learning thesd and testing that.
no wonder my mom said that i was mad.
today had assembly. and my class loves to bully me!
but i learn their trick already so i shan't be bullied anymore!
kudos to me! heh.
had formal letter writing test and ting xie today.
quite panicky but after everything is over. you feel kind of relieve.
but that doesnt mean your nightmares will ever be over.
sighs. there is still a science graded and history test tomorrow as well as ushering duties before i can finally rest for the weekends.
rahhhh.
the o'levels came back today and many people cried while others scream for joy.
its a wonder how people react.
i guess you wont know till you are there yourself.
had band.
miss sia suddenly changed me to big tuba out of blue.
it kind of shocked me cause err. im not actually prepared.
i was like huh?! then i just stare blindly at her.
the changed of fingerings are the only thing i need to get used to.
but i think i should be able to familise myself with it by next week (i hope and pray)
oh. and i have to keep reminding myself i can play low A. :|
finally its going to be a friday!

dont say what you dont understand.

rainy day

2008-01-13T17:50:00.000+08:00

hmmm. there has been a lot of thunder these few days.
but its still very hot :(
went to church today. shukun was being irritating. :|
and we had a slient joke in the overflow cause when the pastor was about to tell the joke, the sound system broke down.
so we can only see but cannot hear.
so we just laughed along -_-
after that my parents sent me back home before going courts.
i stayed at home and of course. i was doing my homework.
what else do i do..
its only the third week of the year and im feeling that time passes so slowly.
but i rather like that so the year wont end so abruptly (wow. so fast thinking of year end :D)
yesterday went to TM and grace and chris "scolded" me dexter and benedict.
haha. was laughing all throughout cause i was freezing.
after that went ikea with my family.
walk until 10plus and i was dying.
my legs very suan :(
luckily went home, haha. i went to watch television though i was tired.
its going to be a rainy day..
get well soon, sijia!! :D

ant

2008-01-11T23:20:00.000+08:00

today was quite a relaxing day compared to thursday and the week.
i so wish my bed would be 10metres away from me.
so i wouldnt have to spend half my time trying to not tempt myself to sleep every night before i finish up my day's work :(
then if my bed is that far from me, i would have to consider having to walk there.
so then i can fully concentrate on my homework.
have been sleeping unintentionally these few days.
which i dont like cause everytime i wake up, i find things undone.
it sucks.
today had normal lessons. im so glad i understand what every teacher is saying.
im so glad im enjoying lessons for a million years.
after that, i wanted to worked out with christine jiahui and maryanne but i ended up doing none. pooof.
there goes my running session and my bishan park!!!
i want it back so i can jog there. not fair!
okayy. im such a crazy nutcase.
anyways had band, sectionals.
dongran was so high. (wow)
and i was holding long notes for the whole sectionals.
before combining to play the morning assembly songs.
then got let out early cause it as raining.
my diary term1 week 3 have been taken up fully so i hope there isnt much homework that week :D
went prata with christine and i accidentally ordered an extra item. oops :D
but. i still have some money in my living atm :D
$2.50 is still money :D heh!
and i shall drill myself to become a more study person..
help. im dying :( sighs.

a long journey home.

2008-01-07T22:19:00.000+08:00

the lessons finally started
and the boring talks have ended!! yay.
i, for once was looking forward to having lessons.
and today's spot check was scary.
cause we had to stand in a single line and miss lim and mrs neo was checking our fringe.
i was finding it quite weird on how the school must make pupils cut their fingernails on the spot.
its just weird..
anyways the lessons were kind of interesting and i finally got to learn new things like how to operate the sewing machine.
cause i was never ever good at sewing. i didnt touch the sewing machine at all till today.
i was actually enjoying it though i cant sew straight -_-
anyways after school when to see CCA registration.
they were doing the band cheer and chengmei was quite a sight..
went sarah's house for piano lessons cause my piano is stored in the warehouse.
then went to popped by weiting's house to visit her :D
went to see my old house and everything was being hacked.
so everything is just where it started.
sneaked into the house cause the owner was in and he didnt know me.
and since its no longer my house when he wasnt looking i ran in for a little while.
then walked home which on the way saw jiahui and sijia at jiahui's house.
sat in there for a while before walkin home with sijia..
i wish there was a short cut to my house cause i have to walk a detour.. and its damn weird.
i shall search for one on saturday..
there is CCA auditions tomorrow :D
and so there is band :D

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

2008-01-01T14:32:00.000+08:00

finally there is interent access in my aunt's house.
moving house can be such a pain.
cause i have to rememeber which stuffs is in which box.
and i realise that i didnt bring my schoolbag along so have to get a new one before tomorrow.
sighs.. life goes on.
HAPPY HAPPY NEW YEAR :D
yesterday's countdown was very different from all the countdowns i had.
i was counting down with elaine at the mrt station at tarnah merah.
went to elaine's chruch thanksiving party at bedok area.
went to meet christine first at amkhub.
unfortunately for her. i was half an hour's late though she took her own sweet time to come.
oooopps :|
went with her to buy studs cause i didnt have a lot. and she had none.
i was wearing this polkadot shirt cause elaine's party theme was RETRO?!
which i took a lot of time staring into my closet wondering what to wear.
anyways after that went to meet kialin and sijia then we went to met haiching.
at the mrt..
i didnt know that the middle train at amk station was open.
anyways we took that train and went to raffles places.
then change train to bedok before we met eric, elane and the rest.
charlyne came in the end.
played a food game which my church played during youth camp.
for once poor chinese comes in handy :D
after that went to err. a condo in bedok or tarnah merah.
had BBQ before we played the COME game.
christine was standing most of the time. poor girl :D
and sijia didnt move from her seat.
but i think we made a lot of noise while playing that game.
after that watched a video ;D
before me and elaine sent christine home cause she needed to rush home.
by the time we reached there. there was only like 10mins to new year.
so we predicted that we had to countdown in the mrt station.
true enough :D me and elaine countdown together.
i will rememebr that. 2008countdown at the mrt :D
after that we went simei mrt station and waited for quite long before thomas came and walked us to adam's house.
played jenga or something like that.
before sijia and i cabbed home.
i think cause it was 2am i become kuku already.
while messaging christine i kind of walked into the wrong house.
i think i took quite long to realise that cause my father saw the whole thing and he thought i was drunk or something like that. :|
slept and 3am and now im trying to finish my homework :D
tomorrow is school reopening.
hoping 2008 will be a better year :D
im hopeful :D yay!

moving house

2007-12-27T20:42:00.000+08:00

havent posted for a very long time.
was busying packing to move house :(
nothing really happened these few days.
on christmas eve i was down with sore throat ( what nice timing )
i woke up at 7am and went to exchange presents with weiting..
she gave me a scrapbook which i guessed she would have given me :D
dont ask me why i have to wake up that early.
i set the time de. so she was groaning to me how i dont treasure my sleep
but i somehow like to wake up early. of course with much sleep.
then spent the rest of my time packing (as usual)
then christmas....
went to church then i was down with a fever
so i couldnt go out with lizzie joanna bella and the guys.
went to eat dim sum before going home to spent most of my time sleeping.
BOXING DAY
christine my dear section mate sctually wished me happy boxing day.
went out with sijia to get christmas presents done.
walk around until i want to die :|
then sijia came over to my house.
stupid samuel and her was suaning me all throughtout dinner :|
sijia stayed till 11pm before going back.
i couldnt make it for cip though cause my mum wouldnt let me.
so the next day
went to view the new house. and finalise what colour i wanted.
after that went straight to school.
suppose to buy doulbe cheewseburger for haiching christine kialin sijia but
they reached school same time as i did.
so they just grab a bite from school cantenn lor.
after that during band had to get ready for cca fair.
after that went to amkhub before going back :D
tomorrow im going to move to my aunt's place at causrina there.
so i expect to have internet problems.
so see you then!
oh.. im in 2TURTH2008.
is anyone in there?!

two days away

2007-12-23T23:15:00.000+08:00

today was kind of tiring.
but got to rest in between the time.
when to church to celebrate christmas.
the TM412 drama team did a great job for the drama.
it was quite interesting :D
after that went home to ate pasta before working with packing the last few boxes in my room.
after that i fell asleep. OOPS :D
went to suntec city one hour earlier to shop for some people's present.
bought a watch for my ahma and
a bear from build-a-bear workshop shop.
is the shop where you do your own bear :D
a nice experince indeed :D
next time when i save enough money, i shall go and make a bear that suits only me!
cause if i add all the acessorise i think can cost more than a hundred dollars.
im not that rich. im very very broke now :(
went to eat dinner with my paternal side of the family.
my aunt forced my to karaoke with her.
i did for one song then the buffet saved me from more :D
my whole family was wearing black -_-
christmas go wear black. my cousin was laughing at me.
went to NUSS GUILD HOUSE for buffer.
quite reasonable cause the food was nice.
now i have a big tummy :(
tomorrow is going to be a busy day.

pack my bag home

2007-12-20T23:37:00.000+08:00

these few days have been quite tiring.
spend most of the time packing like siaozabo like that.
i think i become one myself :D
today went out with weiting to dboby ghuant to collect something before going back.
she helped me packed my room before going back.
contiune to pack till i felt like sleeping.
ate dinner and slept till 10pm :|
woke up and went online..
ah boss ah.. interview until i blur
haha.
anyways my whole house is in an entire mess.
or more like my whole room!!
tomorrow having some kind of chinese conference thingy before i rush off to boonlay in some kind of kiddy clothes..
ohmy.
boonlay ah boonlay..

pierced

2007-12-17T23:15:00.000+08:00

today nothing much happened.
woke up late today before going to amkhub to buy ear sticks.
after that had piano lesson.
and this time i didnt forget about the money :D
today spent most of the time doing theory cause my exam is around the corner.
spent the rest of the day packing my room cause i will be very busy doing christmas stuff and school homework so im trying to finish packing my room.
now im sooo tired but its still early so will be contiuning to pack later :D
yesterday was very late for church.
but joanna was very late too so sat with her.
went to find bella and ben after service but all of us werent free to go out for lunch.
went to eat roti prata but turn out my mum's favourite shop moved away so we went thomson plaza.
wanted to buy christmas cards but they had no stock.
so went to pierce my ears.
finally after my initial earholes closed six years ago.
went home and slept for a while cause i slept at 4am the previous night.
after that went to pack my room :D
i guess my life havent been to exciting these few days.
tomorrow going out with christine and sijia to get christmas presents.
finally something out of the routine :D

IMM

2007-12-16T02:11:00.000+08:00

today(15dec) was knid of exciting.
finally in a long while.
today woke up at 11. i purposely slept till so late so that i wouldnt feel sleepy during the IMM concert today,
woke up and laze around till like one before going to bathe and prepare my band uniform.
2something i was kind of done with preparing and i was waiting for diana and shiying to come my house to iron their blouse then i can go to school with them but they last minute decided not to come so i had also no way of taking jiahui's blouse to help iron.
ok... i sound like some shop that people go to when they need to last minute iron stuff.
anyways. in the end jiahui decided that it was not necessary to iron the blouse and it was pouring like mad so my daddy fetched me and her to the school.
so we came in prefectly dry :D
guess what. it was only 3.20pm when we were arrived in school.
when we were suppose to report at 4.
so i was wearing my band uniform and when me and jiahui reached the band room no one was wearing their band uniform except christine lim.
lucky she came earlier then me and she wore band uniform so that i dont feel so weird and strange being the only one there in full band uniform.
after that keep following people to toliet cause they needed to change and i was asked along.
roam around for a while more before settling down to warm up for like 5mins before someone ask me go toilet and there goes my warm up time.
so went with qixuan to toilet. by the tine we came back everyone was here already.
cheryl and dongran were damn hyper though.
went for berato before collecting ribbons and realising that the collar one was too short so in the end never wear.
got tune up by miss sia and went on the bus with my tuba.
reached IMM quite fast and everyone was staring at us cause suddenly got one big group of blue colour people walking through IMM with instruments.
we took lifts up to i dont know where.
some ulu place of IMM that we can tune up somemore.
i was practically squashed up in the lift.
i was damn tired after miss sia warm us up in the ulu place cause she made us stand and play songs for llike one hour or maybe less then that.
chrisine me and cheryl was like taking every oppoetunity to put down the tuba and i was very restless cause i kept adjusting my tuba position and my tuba was flooded.
but i didnt have time to clear it so i just somehow managed not to make that flooded noise.
after that went to perform at the third storey open air playground there.
the stage was kinda small. but everyone managed to got up. took quite long to settle in cause we had to arranged the chairs by ourselves.
i was sitting at the side there. when we startted playing there was this photographer that came so near and then he flash and the light reflected i think so i suddenly lost where i was. but i managed to find back anyways.
then i always cannot read lip what miss sia was saying so when i see the saxs change score i just follow them lor.
and i think i shaled a bit cause i heard one of the audience. i think a young kid pointing out to dont know who. i wanted to laugh but i couldnt.
played finish and got off stage liggered about for a while before watching mr choy and a few other people playing.
they were damn good can. i love the tuba sound. the melody was so nice lar..
anyways christine's tuba dropped a second time this year.
but nothing really seious happen. i guess
went for refreshments and went home after that.
the got on to the bus part was quite fusrating cause the scores were going to drop aso i threw them on the seat just in time and i was trying to fold two stands at the same time. chritine helped me fold one.
then cheryl was acting cute on the bus. haha.
went to amkhub macs to eat cause i was very very hungry.
ate doulbe chesseburger set meal.
went home around 12plus. managed to catch the last bus.
tomorrow there is church. yay!

freaky friday

2007-12-15T01:05:00.000+08:00

today was a long day.
i got woken up at 7plus cause christine messaged me and i got irritated with the virbation so after that i couldnt go back to sleep.
got up and watch television till 8.30am before bathing and going to thomson plaza.
dont ask me why im going to thomson plaza so early in the morning.
i was planning to get sijia her baby eeyor in the morning so that i can give her at IMM.
unfortunately the eeyor was out of stock so had to go back empty-handed.
but had to rush back to home to change into school uniform cause i was meeting christine and sijia for self prac at 10.
haha. i wasnt the latest nor was i the earliest.
sijia was late AS USUAL.
went to inform sarah that we were here and to collect the band blouse so that can go home and iron first cause it was very very crumpled.
anyways self-prac till 12.30 before joan came.
then three of us started singing "you're my sunshine, my only sunshine...." that song and joan was giving us the you-all-self-prac-till-crazy look.
then we contiune playing till joan finish her warm up
then she came to join us playing the songs.
regina lim came.
then qixuan came and join us too.
then we were playing and we will get lost at different parts. so it was damn funny.
after that the trumpets alana and jolynn came.
they join in too :D
so almost all the brasses were playing together.
before we went to canteen with the trombones to eat.
saw a few familiar faces though :D
went back to band room to pack up and go my house to change.
christine didnt bring clothes so i had to lend her.
ended up with me wearing skirt cause i dont have anymore pants for the moment.
then sijia couldnt make up her mind for me to wear what so i had to change like mad till i was so tired.
waited for the bus quite long cause we just missed one.
saw regina lim again.
later got off at amk hub where we are supposed to meet kialin at 3.30.
dont worry. we were late but she was later :D
then something quite amusing happened.
sijia was talking to kialin on the phone then we suddenly just stroll onto the road and was laughing and joking can??!
guess what, it was RED man.
so everyone on the other side was like whats their problem.
somemore regina lim was there.
arghhhh. but after we realise that it was red man. we faster run over.
walked around amkhub for a while then finally kialin came.
went mos to eat before deciding to go back to school there the flowers shop to buy flowers cause it was so much cheaper.
and so we were late though we met early.
sat on 76bus which was so freaky.
there were people singing at the back of the bus. and i was dying for cotton wool :(
after that we were looking out for certain landmarks to see if we reached the VJC but like very long already still dont have so we started to get panicky.
i went to ask the uncle if we had pass the VJC stop and he said havent so we moved to the first floor of the bus so that the uncle could tell us when to alight.
at first kialin christine and sijia saw VJC school so we were like "is it time to alight?" but the uncle was like no.
so we waited and waited until suddenly the uncle just stop the bus out of no where.
like there is no bus stop there. he just stopped.
then he said we could get off so we did and we were like huh?! where is this place?
then the bus driver just got out of the bus and disappear. like ghost like that.
then all the passengers were like wondering what happened.
in the end the uncle just came back and pointed to some weird directions and said that was the way to VJC then he just drove off.
we were like shit. wrong way. so we walked backed to the nearest bus stop and checked if the bus over shot the stop but we found out that it did not.
so we were panicking and we just cabbed down to VJC from around the bus stop there.
by the time we reached there the interval was almost over.
we saw elaine and celeste at the entrance .
i got to see half the concert.
it was quite nice just that i was sitting too close so i couldnt understand what were they saying.
but i like the tuba solo :D
the person can play so goooood.
i love his high notes. he made it sound so easy :D
after that went to talk to angelique they all for a while before going back.
sat on 76 and this time we didnt get lost.
got off the amk stop and just nice my bus came.
went home and ate random tibits cause i was hungry.
haiii. tomorrow is IMM concert.
a bit scared and quite excited :D
i hope tomorrow will be a nice day. yay!

the day my head hurts

2007-12-13T23:50:00.000+08:00

today was so tiring.
woke up at 9 just to have piano lesson in the morning.
cause my teacher didnt want to have a lesson on christmas eve.
but today's lesson was quite fun :D
she wasnt really that strict today! yay!
maybe cause it was in the morning.
after that had to rush off to school for band prac.
cause apparently sijia and angelique was chasing me.
i nearly got a shock of my life cause cheryl suddenly ask if she can dont come for band.
then she wanted a hamburger. so now i owe her one :D
anyways she came. thank goodness if not i want to punch people already.
went to see what blouse size fitted us.
my whole band uniform is exactly the same as angelique and sijia.
all the sizes are the same lor. the blazer skirt and shoes.
after that had combine.
miss sia made it longer until like 5
and we didnt have break in between so i was like so tired after the band prac :(
went to collect the band blazer and skirt.
yay! finally got my own uniform :D
after that became very rush here rush there.
me sijia christine kialin had to bring back everything that our section brought to the music room back to the band room.
we nearly died. though i was laughing on the way there.
after that had to arranged the scores into the concert files and halfway through we had to try if the blouse size we picked fitted us.
after that had to run back to finish arranging the files.
i checked a lot of times. hoped that i put in all the scores.
after that it was kinda early so kialin sijia christine me went to amkhub.
today i keep banging my head everywhere.
its so arghhh. like everywhere i turn i end up hitting against something.
so much so that the three of them thought i was far too crazy today.
suppose to eat dinner but i ended up eating dessert cause i feel like it.
after that went home on 265. i slept on the bus but managed to wake up in time.
luckily...
yawns. tomorrow have to go thomson plaza to get sijia her baby eeyor then rush back to school to have self prac from 10-2.45 with sijia and christine before meeting kialin to buy flowers and do whatever things before going to VJC for a concert.
ahhhhh. going to be damn tired..
then after that day is the day that we are performing at IMM.
my weekends are going to be busy :(

a long day ahead

2007-12-12T23:19:00.000+08:00

it has been a long time since i posted.
a lot of things happened :D
i was back from church camp on 10dec
CHURCH CAMP ROCKS CAUSE GOD ROCKS :D
i really love this years camp and god played a big part.
i learned a lot and im recharged ready to fight another year of battle with god and my friends by my side. yay! haha
swo when i came back.
i was too tired so i fell asleep straight after i bathe.
apperently sijia disturb my sleep for 5mins but that was all.
and i had a super weird dream :|
then the next day was band.
went to meet sijia at the junction before going to school.
warm up for awhile before having to setting up the band room.
after that was late for berato but got reason lar.
then we had combined with miss sia.
it was not too bad but still quite errr. not that good.
after all its the second last practise before the IMM concert.
and i think i still sound sucky.
anyways after that miss sia didnt allow us to go home cause according to her we had no unmbrella and it was raining.
so at first we were supposed to play livin' la vida loca
and a lot of sec1s were complaining including me cause tuba defintely dont have one bit of melody and the rythym keep repeating.
but nevermind. i find the song so-so :D
after that miss sia added grease greensleeves and livin' la vida loca into the list of christmas songs we were already playing.
haha. but we went at around 5pm and me christine and sijia went to amk hub after that.
we went to buy some finger food to satify our hungry tummies.
after that went to check out the price of the band marching shoes and if the amk bata had it so we dont have to waste too much time finding it the next day when we were going to buy it.
then we went home cause we were too tired :D
the next day i went to meet christne kialin and sijia at macs at 10am.
I WAS ONE MINUTE LATE AGAIN??!
but kialin and sijia were 15mins late so kudos to me :D
then had big breakfast and talked till 11.03am
then seeing sijia eat hotcakes can make me puke :|
where we were suppose to have self prac from 11-2pm.
and apparently we didnt really play a lot of songs cause we were playing the same songs over and over again.
then stupid sijia and chirstine wanted to make me dance to grease.
but like i will like that. though i danced a little.
and angelique. im going to eat your phone. sarah too!
after that me sijia and christine went with the percs to amkhub to eat fish&co.
we order like two person platter and that big sharkie drink that five of us share.
so the price was quite reasonable.
then after that went to amk bata to find the marching shoes.
apparently sarah angelique me and sijia had to wear size 8 which is the largest and the rarest of them all.
christine's feet is smaller. she took size 6 in the end.
but they didnt have size 8 so we actually wanted to go beach road there cause its cheaper. but the shop closed at 5pm. so we couldnt make it there on time.
then we decided to go to thomson plaza the bata. but they dont have both size 7 and 8 so we had to go all the way to peninsula (whatever the spelling) which all of us dont know where so we just took 166 all the way there
and angelique was fascinated with the bus cause it was blue in colour so she was taking pictures of it.
then i think we were talking too loud.
then when the lady beside us was leaving she told us when to alight.
she is so nice can.
i thought she wanted to ask a question.
anyways we missed the bus stop AGAIN and we alighted at the next stop and walked to peninsula plaza.
after that we went to find bata and there was one at B1 and 2 so we decided to go B1 first. but we ended up being so afraid that we all screamed and pushed each other back in.
and i was the last can so i was like. FASTER.FASTER.
so we went 2level and we were practically running towards the bata.
i think too desperate already.
the bata is damn big and cool lar for the first time.
three storeys leh. and the kiddy place is quite cute.
then we finally got the size 8!! guess how happy we were.
christine finally took 6 and the rest of us took 8.
and we bought socks.
i think their service damn good :D i like! haha
haha. then i was suppose to go back with angelique sarah christine at the mrt.
but that sijia pulled me to take bus with her for no reason.
so we ended up getting lost and we found the bus stop anyways.
i was so tired... too tired :(
so i wanted to sleep on the bus since the ride was so long but sijia wouldnt let me sleep cause she will suddenly randomly say something like.
your shoulder is bony.
rahhh. in the end couldnt sleep. both of us didnt sleep. but guess what. we missed our stop.
how kookoo is that.
haha. then we took 167 back again to amkhub. this time we didnt try sleeping at all.
i thought the bus was quite noisy :D
after that went fish&co. at amkhub to grab something before going home.
im sooo tired. i love my band shoes :D
im going to get my blazer and skirt tomorrow :D yay!
there is band tomorrow and longer. more scary :|

2007-12-09T18:27:00.000+08:00

Stupid Rachel why the heck are you in camp !
I'm dead bored and I'm here with a VALID reason.
Your image code screwed up.

You can delete this when you eventually come back from camp.

RACHEL : i shall not delete this post. cause im very lazy to.
i shall blog later cause ,y post is going to be very long and i dont have a lot of time now. haha

there is band later. im posting this at 11nov. cause i was in camp when sijia posted this post.

praise the lord :D

church camp :D

2007-12-07T11:32:00.000+08:00

IM IN CHURCH CAMP
not available but contactable :D

a long holiday.

2007-12-06T23:40:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA. IM GOING TO BE UNAVAILABLE FROM 7-10DEC2007 CAUSE IM GOING FOR CHURCH CAMP. CAN SMS ME BUT I WILL REPLY YOU AT NIGHT :D
today woke up at 7.30am.
and called sijia up at 8am.
went to meet sijia kialin christine at macs at 9am.
i was the last to arrive -_-||
anyways. ate egg mcffin then sat there and talk till 10.03am.
before we walked to school for self prac.
according to sijia. i was molesting every lamp post i saw cause i keep swinging my hands so they keep hitting against the post.
anyways went for self prac and the band room was freezing.
like really freezing till you are shivering and the tuba was so icy cold.
my hands freeze.
went through all the songs but still stuck at christmas times.
then went amkhub to anyhow walk around.
after walking round and round. sijia went to pierce her ears. two more on the right.
and i didnt know why i agreed to sponsor her -_-
then walk anyhow again till we went food court and eat desert.
kialin was taking her own sweet time to eat so the rest of us were freezing cold.
then anyhow walk again till we saw chengmei and weiping.
then we spent half an hour deciding that we should go foodcourt and eat -_-
then we spent the rest of the time there talking.
and kialin is such a good actor.
she can hide my phone till i nearly believe i lost it but i knew i didnt.
cause i got a lot of experince of what will happen if someone takes your phone.
haha. then i walk to the bus stop with chengmei.
dumb dumb chengmei. you owe me something :D
hahaha.

2007-12-05T00:26:00.000+08:00

today i woke up the moment sabrina called me
and i kinda forget that she was calling.
but anyways i passed her the bread talk vouncher
and i went back to sleep till 11.
before i realise that i had to wake up if not i will be late.
then i went to school to pass my english and chinese composition to su lao shi.
it was damn funny.
after that i took my time to walk home and rot on my mum's bed.
till it was time to meet kialin sijia and chirstine.
as usual, sijia is late and i have to be late with her cause she was picking me up.
she made me miss two 265 just to be late.
people thought that i was mad cause i was sitting at the bus stop but im not boarding any bus.
today like got a lot of learners' cars then they were traveling damn slow till one of the cars the inspector was so bored he had to entertain himself by looking at the window..
finally sijia's car came and i hop in.
spend a million years buying two pens but they were expensive.
after that had a "tour" of the food court in amkhub by kialin and we took half an hour to decide what to eat.
i think the stallholder must think that we are mad.
after that bought dessert.
and we were laughing like siao during lunch.
be glad that i manage to finish my lunch without puking.
then after that we did homework.
my chem kena got kialin help mme do.
then i did two pages of bio.
that was so not productive can.
i shall find one day to lock myself up in the room and finish my homework.
cause i still need to do external practise if not i will forget everything that was taught in secondary one.
plus. i havent go popular to search for good guiding books
it seems like i got a lot of things to do.
arghhh :D

a busy weekend

2007-12-02T21:48:00.000+08:00

this weekend has been full of activities
running from places to places as if i only got these two days to enjoy my remaining life.
hhaha. i sound like im going to die (:
anyways. FRIDAY
i wanted to post but my computer was lagging like no one's business so i didnt.
haha. partly cause i was lazy. (oops)
i only know that talking till five in the morning can kill people the next day.
poof.
so SATURDAY.
i woke up later than what i wanted cause of sleeping at five.
and samuel was being irritating with my brother.
making so much noise.
both of them can create the noise of an entire wet market -_-
anyways. went to TM412
and got the news that esmond will be stepping down as CGL and chris teo is taking over.
he is going to have to remember my name
or i will box him (:
after that went to get to know some random primary6
before i rush off to sabrina's house.
cause she lost her specs during sailing so i have to lead the blind to tricia's BBQ party.
we took quite a short time to find the house and everyone was waiting for us.
and on the way here there were do many dogs to scare abrina that i dont have to force her to run.
she ownself run away without me.
anyways not a lot of people came.
tricia sandra gracetang zhihui me sabrina and a truth girl.
but neverless. still was turn out fun at the end.
cause i keeping suan-ing sandra.
anyways we BBQ and we were trying so hard to think of a christmas song to sing so that we got rymthm to BBQ along.
hahha. they tried to sing feliz nanvidad.
in the end i end up rolling on the floor laughing cause they were seriously out of tune. and so we rested on the choice of we wish you a merry christmas.
and we knew one the first stanzas -_-
so we keep repeating and repeating....
then we starting talking about random stuff
and ended up talking about ghost stories for more than an hour.
until sabrina cry ~~~~
then i rush home to change and send my brother off to the airport.
haha. he representing singapore in asian games (:
but i stayed in the airport till 2am
and i was dying
not really...
just too cold... rahhh
and today went to church after that going to plaza singapura with ben davidson zhiting bella lizzie to catch stardust
which was damn nice. i love the storyline.
thgouh we were sitting in the first row -_-
so we came out with all our necks breaking.
but still. it was nice.
then went to acarde before going home
yawns.
tomorrow im going to buy books and i have to lug them home myself.
and i ahve to start packing cause the boxes just arrived.
i have no more reason to not start.,
arghhhhh.

band camp

2007-11-29T22:24:00.000+08:00

haha. i came back from band camp yesterday
but i slept the moment i came home. which is like 3pm
around there. all the way till today 12.30noon
so i slept like around 21hours.
wow. i didnt know i can sleep that much.
anyways. band camp was much more fun this time around.
except for swearing in.
i REALLY screw up that one.
so embarrassing. the best was that i didnt realise till sijia told me.
my brain was like ah shit.
but whats done is done.
what the. haiiiiiiiiiiii.
i quite like my group. (giok qin danica bernadette danica yexin anna xinyun)
but anna wasnt here.
day games were quite fun.
but our very first station was to drink 4 1.5litres of water.
i was like. ahh? can do that meh.
anyways me and yexin shared one bottle and we drank 3/4 of the bottle.
and our group managed to drink quite a lot so we didnt get really wet
when they poured the remaining water on us.
giok qin was screaming like mad. at water -.-
hahhahahha
yexin was grabbing me so i couldnt exactly walk back.
so in the end me and xinyun were quite wet.
then we walked the wrong way for our second station so in the end we walked past quite a few stations and we were looking at them suffer?
i think the most gross one was the tomato-tofu-suger-water story time.
i think it wasnt story time. more like wake up time.
i was laughing all the way cause it was very ticklish.
except the tomato and tofu part.
i was errr. eeeee.
plus my GL was beating me non stop.
the more they poured the more she beat.
and tried to make me sing the F.U.N song.
imagine if i sang that. how anti-climax it will be -.-
anyways the family lounge one was okay except for the garlic.
cause the food tasted quite ok.
except for the garlic which is soooo hot.
but then i couldnt eat cucumber cause i dont like cucumber.
i ended up stealing some fruit punch from haiching.
then had lunch
the rice was much more than the chichken given
anyways i must be too hungry to finish all.
after that was band prac.
stupid christmas time.
anyways band prac was ok.
after that was bathing.
giok qin can scare people during bathing time can
suddenly throw things or bang the wall or whatever
and poor danica and yexin had to share water cause danica forgot about her water.
haha.
then i was rushing to eat my dinner cause i have to prepare for swearing in.
and we were rushing.
anyways. swearing in was faster than what the SCs had said.
or at least made me imagine.
ahh. and i screw up. yes. i feeling like digging a burrow and be there forever.
rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
but anyways its over,
then night games it was damn funny.
christine seow said the wrong name to the wrong ghost
so she agitated it more and starting going nearer to us.
the way she screams is damn funny.
then i didnt get what the night movie was saying so in the end went to the gambling room.
felt extra at first but after seeing elaine and celeste play stress.
ohmygosh. laughed for three hours.
until want to laugh also cannot.
played stress with different people.
jingwen can really stress people le.
but chengmei was. SHE CHEATED.
ahhh. but anyways. she ended up making me laugh,
didnt sleep for a whole night and ended up being a zoombie in the morning.
during breakfast i was half falling asleep
and when go back band room
me christine and sijia ended up sleeping.
and we all awoke at the same time.
this was the convo.
elaine: what are the three of them doing?
charlyne: one surely cannot wake up. the other two is yesterday never sleep
elaine: i want to take picture.
the three of us suddenly woke up.
i didnt know i could hear things in my sleep.
HAHAHA. NEXT TIME CAN EVASDROP ON PEOPLE!
anyways did the band board and i was pretending some people didnt exist when me and christine walked past her to the band room and back again.
i just cant stand the sight
then we help peel off the remaining things.
and sat down and started talking about random stuff.
after that de brief.
i was in and out of sleep.
and everytime i woke up i have this feeling that mr cher knows that i fell asleep.
anyways went for section lunch
we were taking our own sweet time to walk.
haha. charlyne was screaming like mad when we were running to the bus shelter
cause of the heavy rain.
and just nice my bus came so. haha
thats all.
if you managed to reach here. i didnt know you were that bored (:
p/s im not a cockrach lar. crazy people!

unavailable

2007-11-26T23:27:00.000+08:00

haha. tomorrow there is band camp
so i will be unavailable till thrusday hor.
today i slept for almost the whole day and now im feeling tired again.
blah. anyways. i packed my stuff
and its kind of fat.
i love my sleeping bag.
that was so random.
anyways. i got pissed off again.
rahh.
my mother wants me to put the piano in the warehouse.
then how am i going to practise??!
i have a pratical grade 5 coming up.
if i fail im going to bang my head on the wall.
argh. i already dont ahve enough time
then you want to take my piano away for a month.,
you see how i die.
arghhhh. hahaha.
today nothing much happen.
i slept till 1.30 and ate my lunch before going back to sleep.
im such a pig. :(
then i just stone for the rest of the time im awake.
looking forward to night games in band camp.
haha. maybe singing the F.U.N song (:

a twisted fate

2007-11-26T00:01:00.000+08:00

today i never enjoyed church this much :D
i like the worship session
cause todays sermonn. i wasnt that sober to listen. oops :\
anyways today i finally remembered to hand up the camp form to the counter.
haha. had to rush over to haiji&arab street to get the sample tiles and to mix and match. we took one hour -.-
just to choose the tiles for each section of the new house.
ahhhh. my snail border was sold out and there will be no other stock so last minute had to make a few changes and i was chasing to get the sample cause i was late for my appointment already.
anyways. the woman didnt really mind when my mum and i arrive.
cause old bubbies what. haha!
so today i finally cut my hair.
hahhaha. i prefer this hairdresser larr.
but anyways went home to continue selecting the tiles till
i needed to go thomson plaza and waste my money -.-
haha, band camp is coming
swearing in too.
im going to die. blah :D

a night to reflect

2007-11-25T02:20:00.000+08:00

ahhh. im still not sleeping.
i was supposed to be sleeping long time ago.
but i cant sleep so i woke up and post.
sian lar.
cant sleep until like that.
anyways yesterday(24nov) was saturday
i didnt do anything much.
just that i slept till 10am before pulling myself relunctantly out of my bed.
i woke up to stone only till 1 when i had to prepare to go to church.
tonight was parents night and the primary 6s would be here.
me zhiting josh and yizhu was going to share our testimony to the primary 6s so that they wouldnt feel scare coming into a youth fellowship.
haha. i realise that i make speeches also no use de.
cause i dont follow my script -.-
i just say what i want to say.
haha. anyways played some board games from minds*
and we won! ok...
today nothing really happened.
saturday is fun but the morning and nights are kind of stale.
eeee. tomorrow is going to be a busy day.
going to church before meeting the hairdresser
and who knows what corner of singapore.
to cut my hair -.-
she thinks petrol very cheap. hahaha.
arghh. please someone.
make me sleep peacefully for once :D

a day spent in school

2007-11-23T23:46:00.000+08:00

today i went school for self practising.
actually i woke up quite late.
around 11. haha. for once i slept long enough.
then i took my own sweet time to prepare myself to go to school
i thought i was early but sine i took my own sweet time.
i was 4mins to being late.
taking the time i met christine to slowly walking to the canteen.
we were late as usual.
ate lunch with haiching and kialin
they were talking about the stalls if im not wrong.
then sijia was being blur and i had to call her out loud in front of miss tay.
she looked at me as though i was a nutcase like that.
anyways sijia took her own time to come so yeah. she is blur.
or thats what christine say.
had self prac till i think five if im not wrong.
played joyous holiday holiday season christmas favourites and christmas festival.
finally i can play the stupid triple thingy and the a lot of notes part!
HI-5! :)
but still need to brush up on a lot of things.
and i spent some of my time laughing. exercise my mouth (yeah right)
anyways we ended the band prac with walking kialin home.
taking a stroll more like it :)
anyways. i only know that i was being pushed into seng siong and fast.
i dont know what happen after haiching and kialin ask us to walk faster.
anyways. sijia bought yan yan.
and she is trying to annoy me with it.
and we stupidly climbed up 10levels worth of stairs when there is a lift for us to take.
why? to catch up with them lar.
anyways all of us reach there panting but then i dont know why i didnt need water and i dont feel tired.
but no. i dont want to climb stairs anymore :)
we spent at least 15mins at kialin's house.
doing nothing or at least christine was feeling bored.
and i shall siam when haiching has an iron with her.
damn scary :) (please tell me why im still smiling)
then suppose to walk home in the end was drag to amk hub just to top up sijia's ezlink card.
box people already lar.
anyways i didnt know that there was not curfew for me but in the end still had to rush home before 8.
so that marks the end of my friday.
and whats in store for tomorrow. i dont know.
im going to share!

a long way to go

2007-11-22T22:15:00.000+08:00

today was confusing.
lets say. i woke up at 7
when im suppose to wake up at 7.30am
unfortunately i was still late cause i took my time.
anyways weiting was fixing her roller blades.
so when i reached her house i still had time to lie down on the sofa and nearly fall asleep.
after that we decided to roller balde to bishan park.
i tell you. i nearly had a heart attack cause of the slope..
i love slopes. i meant SMOOTH SLOPES.
not slopes that have some weird rock here and there and everywhere.
yeah. anyways. we roller bladed for one and a half rounds.
and we spent 15mins looking at a bunch of monkeys stealing food from each other.
cause it was kind of interesting.
they dont look scare of each other but anyways they are.
but the baby monkey was cute anyways.
then we had to roller balde all the way back.
up the freaking slope!!
but great.
the slope down was so steep but there is a stone pillar in front.
a short one.
so weiting went down first.
she threw herself at the stone pillar and she was moaning.
like mad. so anyways i have to go down.
guess what. i hit the pillar and went round it dont know how many times.
i think i must have look like a fool.
people just straight away hit and stay there.
i didnt know how i manage to go round and round and round.
weirdo :)
haha. had section lunch at macs and the sec ones were late haha.
stupid sijia lar.
she overslept.
we were suppose to meet at the traffic light at 1120.
guess what. i call her that time. she just woke up -.-
stupid person on earth.
then i spent 20minuntes of my life waiting in the hot summer sun and i nearly became roasted.
i was sitting on the fire thingy so people thought i was mad.
anyways. sijia came in a taxi and i hop on on the way.
you see. macs is a walkable distance. but
we were late so. haiii.
but christine was later. still...
dounble cheese burger is nice.
yay! and this year's psle score is like. OMGOSH.
i dont know what to say. so much brains :)
anyways. today had band.
didnt have combine. or more like the last few minutes.
i spent most of the time figuring out the parts that i dont know for a christmas festival.
stupid triple thingy lar.
anyways. i need to buck up :)
haha. after that we had drills for one hour so taht we know what to do during swearing in which is like so near.
and the SCs were funny :)
haha. after that had disucssion for the swearing in performance.
haha. good job christine seow !!
anyways. i was planning to go home
but as usual was drag to amk hub with angelique sarah and sijia.
went to buy sweet talk then wallk around.
i think we make a lot of noise. haha
anyways stupid sijia made me wait with her for her bus.
met some people there. so unexpected :)
haha. anyways. tmr might be going back to school.
its a long story.